I SUCK . BAD .
Friday, March 6, 2009, ϟ 0 shout(s)

#THUNDER!!#
#LIGHTNING!!#

haixx . Sorry AhGirl&AhBoy . Make you two worry for mummy D: anyway , Today was NOT a good day for me . T^T
He smsed me after school, using damn sarcastic remarks . Saying when im gonna stop being angry with him because of my PRECIOUS son . WTF . Any idiot can tell what he means . I got so pissed at him . Seriously , even AhBoy now says 70% chance we might ----- [YOUKNOWWHAT.] I dont know . Im damn sad . Worst was .. I did badly for chinese ... Extremely badly .... i dont know why . Is it the friends? Is it HIM ? Is it just me..?
I want to be able to handle fun&work at the same time . Yet , its not that easy .
HIS LIFE IS SO RELAXED . GO TO SCHOOL PLAY AND THATS ALL . NOTHING ELSE HE HAS TO CARE ABOUT . HE THINKS MY LIFE IS THE SAME . SIMPLE&CAREFREE . SORRY DEAR . ITS NOT ! This just shows : He does not get me at all .
Chinese did not top the level . So what if last year i got top . So what if i got the damn theresian awards day thing . SO WHAT . The present is far more important than the freaking past . I have not worked hard . To top the day off , JESSENDRYL HAD TO BE ANGRY AT ME . Just because i care for her , i tell her to work hard because her maths results = xxx.
Her attitude? Forget it . She doesnt even care . Why should i ? Like aunty shirley said , i can be a friend , but if she doesnt wanna listen to the advice , stop poking my nose into HER business . She can play audition every single freaking day of her life . I cant say much . ITS HER LIFE . Let's just move on with life like everyday . Stress also must live . No stress also must live . Why do i give a freaking damn about whats happening in class?
And , the FEW people in class , asks this : YOU SURE THE CLASS TEE IS COURIER NEW FONT? I SEE LIKE NOT LEHH . YOU KNOW HOW IT LOOKS ANOT . SCARLY YOU CHOSE WRONG FONT . WTF . Not happy issit? Go make the damn shirt yourself . I sacrificed studying for exam and the result? I did badly for my CA1 and yet, nobody appreciates the fact me and lisi went to MACPHERSON . I ended up with flu , nobody cares . Only LiSi understood . She was with me in the rain . 2D , i know some of you just simply cant stand alot of stuff . You think i can? No . I just try to . Please , im begging you . AT LEAST APPRECIATE OK ??
Forget it , the more i talk , the more people will say im so JIA [FAKE]. I'll shut up . Best is shut up forever . Tomorrow there's band . Consent form also no band date for tomorrow . =.=
haix . What to do? This is just life . Worst part : He everything不明白。没有stand by my side . Doesnt even bother . Whole day cares about getting jealous . Cares about justin flirting with other girls in his class . Continue and i have to say SORRY . 完了.

x33EMO.

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