ALLY ♥

Lightless.

2011-07-10T17:34:00.000+08:00

What happened to forever? I feel so aimless now, without you.

(L)

2011-03-04T22:50:00.003+08:00

A month again. Sheesh, i just can't seem to find the time to post regularly.

Just read Jess bby's blog. Aww, you're such a sweet girl can. So i'll be N-A-I-S-E and respond your post. But my peekchas cooler. Teehee.

It's our last year together, cause we'll never know where destiny will bring us in the future.

That's why i'll treasure every moment i have now with you. With jacob. And even, with my er.. toenails? Haha okaynola. But you get it, i love you too (:

YES WE WILL GO TO USS AFTER OUR Os, WE WILL BOOK A CHALET AND HAVE FUN LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS AND WE WILL DEFINITELY STAY FRIENDS.

*PS: You posted so stupid and unglam pictures of me, so i shall do the same (Y) Must ask everybody to read this post okay.

Teehee.

Our date by the seaside

I'll continue to heal your wounds, i promise. (:

It's been three years for the three of us.

And of course, what would we do without this thing. (L)

(:

2011-02-02T12:17:00.002+08:00

It's the second of February. Time sure flies fast when it's the O level year huh..

Well, it's CNY tomorrow and i can't wait. Pictures will be posted! Yayyyy.

Jessendryl bby, thank you for the pineapple tarts. They were awesome! Wait for my Valentine's day brownies kay? (:

Valentine's in another thirteen days, wow. After all these blow over, it's serious studying. ):<

Alicia's off to Australia! Be safe & Have fun girl, (:

ANGPAOS ANGPAOS COME TO ME.

Good things must come to an end

2010-12-21T20:56:00.001+08:00

All good things do come to an end.
Holidays are almost over in the blink of an eye and another strenous year willl begin.
Damn, i'm so afraid.

Christmas is coming again, then countdown! Wooo.
I really want to spend my remaining time doing something worthwhile. But, there's nothing to do. Okay, so maybe there's homework. But... Idk where everything went. Sheesh.

TEEHEE. BYE.

2010-12-14T20:49:00.002+08:00

Back from china! It wasn't snowing although the weather temperature could easily range from 5 degrees to -10 degrees.
Hmmm, pictures will be on FB soon. House under renovation and everything's bloody chaotic.
Having no heater when bathing, Wearing slippers everywhere in the house, smell of cement all over. Sheesh.

Oh, and miracles DO happen. (:
Keep believing and trusting in what you want.
Christmas is coming, ohyeah. I'm only half done with buying though.. Timetime, i need more time.
Holidays are gonna end and O levels are coming..

I'm afraid things might change too quickly. I want it to stay this way but, i've got a feeling that you'll leave as soon as you came..
Sigh, all that's left to do is pray for another miracle.

STC OPEN HOUSE

2010-11-27T22:09:00.002+08:00

Had open house today. Screwed up on the performance, had no strength for godknowswhat reason. Well, glad that's over.
Got another packet of stickys from jacintha tan. IMMA HAPPY GIRL. (:

Jacob and Calista came over to my place. Took a look at pictures, watched tv.
Pervs. Tsktsk.

Ah, i'm tired. I wanna shit, but i hate blood coming out from my ass.
OHOH. DANII'S GONNA BRING ME TO ISLAND CREAMERY! YAY, FREE ICE CREAM (L)
Going out next weeeeeeeeeeeeeek, and then.
GOING OVERSEAS. ):

Okay bye.

Beehee.

2010-11-25T16:33:00.007+08:00

She's my best friend, best of all best friends,
do you have a best friend too?
It tickles in my tummy
She's so yummy yummy, hey,
You should get a best friend too.
who ha who ha ♥

Yes yes, i love you too bby. Hmmm, i doubt she'll get jealous when we stay together at the chalet though. Sheesh. Unless we start something -AHEMAHEM- :O

Haha, you don't at night hornyhorny then start touching people everywhere ah. Do you think jacob's gonna go? ;duh

TEEHEE.

Don't be alone and afraid anymore. Remember, we can call each other for free 24/7.

So, ring the ALICIAHELPME hotline anytime kay?

Yeah, we're wayyyyyyyyy more than sisters.

Until the day we part.

BBY SEE THIS TOO.

2010-11-20T20:53:00.007+08:00

CONCENTRATE BBY AND FIND WHAT I MEAN IN THE PHOTO.

TEEHEE.

Thanks for being there for me too (Okay, not really.)

I thank me for being there for you. LOLL.

And yes, we'll be there for each other in the future too hmm? (:

I love you Jess Bby. MUACKXZC. HAHAHA. Fml, i'm high. LOL.

My princess reads your blog eh. WOW. Post more ah.

So touched with your little photo collage post. Why why why your blog no archive one, cannot see previous posts. LOL.

Beautiful soul, that's our song. Yes it is..

You might need time to think it over,
but i'm just fine moving forward,
i'll ease your mind,
If you give me the chance,
I will never make you cry, Come on let's try.

We've been through so many different friends and yet at the end of the day, we both know that we'll still stand by each other. That's why idw another pretty face. I just want you and your beautiful soul. YAYYYYY.

Go out soon kay? Don't playgirl already ah.

Like i've always said, YOU'RE THE SISTER GOD HAS FORGOTTEN TO GIVE ME.

Outward Bound Singapore

2010-11-20T20:15:00.002+08:00

Feeling really lazy now. Slept for most of the day. Pshh.
She can't text me too, so i'm really bored. ARGHQWADJKZSDUFQLMODL.

OBS was real fun. I think i've got muscles. LOL. 5 Days of pure torture, canned/packet food, carrying heavy stuff around, waking up to mosquitos - I'll sure miss all that.
I know things might never be how it was in camp, how close and fast i bonded with people i'd never expected to have talked to, how we could forget all our problems and phones and concentrate on whatever we did, just having each other. RAFFLES FTW.

Raffles was our group name. With fifteen of us from STC.
Sonia
Shi Ying
Kimberly
Ching Yi
Farah
Dini
Ming Rui
Jia Ern
Sasha
Sephora
Devina
Denise
Jia Yi
Eleanor

And me of course. I can't believe how i miss the camp and the people..
Eliza too. She was THE BEST. Deserves BEST INSTRUCTOR OF THE YEAR award.
Kinda lazy to post about the past five days. It's good enough i remember every bit of it, no?
Ask me to let you read my daybyday journal if you're interested to know. Teehee.

Anyone up for some kayaking with me soon? For fun of course. (:

THE CLUB CAN'T EVEN HANDLE ME RIGHT NOWWWW~
PUT CHA HANDS UP PUT CHA HANDS UP PUT CHA HANDS UP, LOL.

Kbox w/ Sone, Shing, Ching, Kimkim, Candice soon. (:
OBS - 15-19th Nov 2010 - One camp i'll never ever forget.

FML.

2010-11-11T18:09:00.001+08:00

I miss my phone.
I'm empty without it.

Beast is sexy.

Goodbye.

Where shall we go from here?

2010-10-29T19:49:00.002+08:00

It's too late isn't it?
I can't salvage this friendship. Not alone.

Different classes means different friends, different feelings.
We've both changed, we're no longer the same.
I miss the nights that we talked on the phone, when you fell asleep while talking to me, when you cried and needed a listening ear.
I miss going out together, taking pictures of our reflections at the MRT station, laughing together and making nicknames for each other. What happened?

Others are able to keep close together, able to still be friends despite the class difference. How is it that we have to be different? Does this mean that our friendship wasn't as strong as i thought it was? You were like a sister to me, you were more than a friend.

A month ago, you told someone else that i was your best friend, the one beside you. But, somehow i knew it wasn't that anymore. Ever since the beginning of the year, the distance between us grew bigger and now, it's too far apart to be mended.
Why can't we go back to the past? Why do people have to change so much?

I miss you so much, i believe its been a month since i even saw you, much less talk to you.
When we see each other, be it along corridors or even stairs, you brush past me like a stranger and just smile faintly. There're no more hugs, no more talking. I barely even know anything about your life, are you doing well? I hope so..

I love you J, i miss you.

Breathe in Breathe out

2010-10-29T14:35:00.002+08:00

Don’t go. Don’t leave me.
No matter how many times I think about it,
It will be hard to forget you.
I don’t think I can forget you.
I can't take my breath.

Light sticks -
I break one every night. It's like how my heart's breaking. Bit by bit, part by part. Until the pain spreads to every part of me. Light sticks give me a sense of safety, like nothing can hurt me as long as it's still lighted.
Insomnia. I can't sleep in peace, tossing and turning.

C, you tell me you wanna hurt yourself, you ask me to bite you. Telling me how you keep wanting to be in pain. Damn, do you know how i can't take people being suicidal? After i get angry, you apologise and all's forgiven. Later, you'll tell me how much you want me to bite you and beg me to let you be in pain. Fuck, just stop. All this. A cycle going round and round. It isn't funny, really.

Smilesmile, Thank you for yesterday, i was happy with just sitting there and being with you.
But, i know things will never be the same. Will it? Yeah, it won't. Like you said, i know i want to do what i want, but i can't. I have to do the right thing. Can't help thinking how life would be if i hadn't been in this school, if i hadn't been fifteen. If we had never met. IF.

Ah, OBS OBS. So many things to pack.

WAS LOVING YOU A SIN? WHATEVER WILL HAPPEN, LET IT HAPPEN.
EVEN I'M NOT TOO SURE..

Where do i move on to?

2010-10-26T21:01:00.001+08:00

Clenching my fists tight, good luck to you

Screw this life of mine. It isn't fun to play with my feelings. Why's god bullying me? I barely did anything to him..
Initially thinking that everything's back to how it should be, but i was wrong. It's not that simple, life gets worse.
My friends? Hah. They should just leave me now. A worthless SLUT like me does not deserve anybody. A stupid slut who cant control her feelings..

Why couldn't i have been in a different situation from now? Why'd i have to be so naive and listen to everything people say. Like hell, i cling on to that small glimpse of hope that perhaps, like people say, you feel the same way although i know, reality's the exact opposite of that.

Idk who's real/fake to me. A moment ago, we can laugh like friends. The next, this friend turns around and calls you a whore.

JEALOUSY'S SOMETHING THAT GOD MADE A MISTAKE CREATING.

King of anything?

2010-10-22T14:59:00.002+08:00

You sound so innocent,
all full of good intent,
you swear you know best,
but you expect me to jump up on board with you,
and ride off into your delusional sunset

These week has been hard but thanks to courage, i've faced up to my problems. Things are looking better, with a friend. Well, only one problem solved but i'd say that's a good starting point.
Will be receiving my DSLR tonight. Oh my god, i'm so happy.
No wait, jonghyun won't be there tomorrow night. Ah, i'm cursing the bitch who made him sprain his ankle.

ITS JUST SO HARD TO MOVE ON, WITHOUT YOU.

Hello, Hello (:

2010-10-14T15:11:00.002+08:00

Hello Hello,
I brought up the courage,
Hello Hello,
I wanna talk to you for a minute,
Hello Hello,
I might be rushing abit,
Who knows, we might end up doing well

Yeah, we might. After all, on the 10/10/10, 10:10:10 - I made that wish. :D
Hmmm, life's great.
Exams are over. I kinda feel relieved.

But, i can't help feeling like things are beginning to slip out of my hands, out of my life. First, friends. Then, my special one. One by one. Day by day. I wish to be like those cancer patients in music videos y'know?
Isolate myself after finding out i'm going to die. Make everyone hate me. And then, die peacefully without letting people mourn for me. But, it'll be quite cool. People love you only after they know you're gone, despite all you're doing for them. Tsk.

I can't take my breath.

BYEBYE.

2010-09-15T19:46:00.001+08:00

BYE MUMMY AND DADDY. (:

HELLO FUN AND FREEDOM, AT LEAST UNTIL SATURDAY. HAHAHA.
OMGOMG, LORETTA'S AT MY PLACE UNTIL 10PM TONIGHT. (L)

OKAY, BYEEEEE.

Response to :)

2010-08-30T21:04:00.002+08:00

Special response to :)

And to all those who wanna know how i fell:
Well the thing was, i was running to G1 from G2. Y'know, along these two entrances were these portable toilet cubicles? The blueblue ones?
I was running alongside those things with Halie by my side.
Then SWOOSH, one door suddenly flew open.
Natural response was to get out of the way right? So i did. To the right.
Tripped over Halie's foot, fell knees first. And tada, injured knees.

Well, it was either this or my nose getting flattened.
So there.

THE NUMBER.

2010-08-30T21:01:00.000+08:00

Decided on that number.
114.
I'll explain why,
10th October. Ten times ten. That gives you a hundred.
Fourteen years old. Add that to a hundred.

Voila! 114. (:

I LOVE SUSPENSE.

26082010

2010-08-27T20:59:00.002+08:00

THE BEST DAY. AND THE WORST.
YOG CLOSING CEREMONY WAS A COMPLETE SUCCESS, UNTIL I FELL DOWN.
And tore a tissue or two. Would be fine soon.
Yesterday was the first time i ever got into an ambulance, ever got on a wheelchair, ever went to a hospital for checks, ever got an x-ray.
Doctor says i'm a healthy girl. (:

Haha, I walk with a limp now. Shucks.
Oh oh, something funny happened in the YOG medic room at the platform.

Doctor - Excuse me girl, your name please?
Me - Oh, erm. Alicia Lim.
Doctor - How'd you spell that?
Me - A, L ...
Doctor - *Flips paper around* Huh? You were here just now too?
Me - Er, no?
Doctor - You're alicia lim right? *Looks at ankle which were perfectly fine*
Me - *Grabs the paper* HAHAHA, THIS ONE IS ANOTHER GIRL. -.-
Doctor - Huh, oh.
I swore, he looked damn confused.
Then after bandaging my knee with an icepack and stuff, he said.
Doctor - Cool, so you mean you have another friend with the exact same name?

WHAT THE HELL. That guy has no life. There's 4million people in Singapore, 800students in STC, is it that surprising? Sheesh.
Reached home at around two. From the platform to the hospital, until back home. I had no shoes on. -.-

FML, WHY DID I HAVE TO GET INJURED -.- IT HURTS.

It's easy to say no, it's hard to let go.

2010-08-21T15:36:00.002+08:00

I don't wanna say goodbye,
I don't wanna let you go, let let let you go.
Easy come easy go..

---

Will be following daddy to dinner later. at ORCHARD. :D
I think the songs Beast sings, are amazing.
I want to fly. Idk why. Fly far far away. Give me wings for my birthday, so i can fly.

You make me wanna.

2010-08-20T18:18:00.004+08:00

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night,
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light,
You make me wanna love, You make me wanna fall,
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that i just can't fight,
You're the first and last thing on my mind,
You make me wanna love, You make me wanna fall,
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

I miss everything, every single memory.

---

Wasted an entire day today. (:
Peace.

Diarrhea

2010-08-11T13:36:00.002+08:00

Diarrhea - Urine like substance coming out from your asshole.
Haha, yuck right? Well, yeah. That's kinda what's happening to me and i can't control it. Maybe that's why the doctor gave me MC for today.

Oh oh, my meds colour are damn cool.
Green, orange and yellow pills. Woo. Haha. COLOURFUL!
The YOG bus passed by my neighbourhood today eh, then OH YEAH OH YEAH OH YEAH HEY! was playing from the purple bus. Damn loud. And now, the weather kinda turned bad. Started pouring and everything.. Gosh.
I'm scared. Seventh month start already.

Imma watch MULAN2 later on disney. I love how she slams bad guys. (:
I wanna be huamulan. :P

Pictures at zoo (08082010)

2010-08-09T15:22:00.004+08:00

PICTURES OF THE TRIP TO MANDAI ZOO.

At the gift shop.

"Our souvenir?"

Giraffes (:

Goats - Shimin's relatives eh.

"They stink"

Zebra! So skinny..

"Malnutritioned?"

OMG, Roach on the wall.

Found in the kampong house thing;

"It's about the size of my head & that's the size of a real plug"

Ahmeng, i love you.

Orang Utan opening coconut, wow.

Elephant!

My mum stared at this thing for 10 minutes. -.-

Yeah, and now you know where weird names come from.

HIPPOS DON'T SWEAT!
"Panda Queen, that's your brother right?"

Old white tiger. ):

I have no idea what this is. But it fell in front of me

while trying to jump from one branch to another.

I tried catching it, don't blame me. Haha.

------------------------

ANYONE WANNA GO ZOO SOMEDAY? (:

080810 TRIP TO THE ZOO!

2010-08-09T15:05:00.002+08:00

Outdated post

Woke up uncomfortably at 8plus on Sunday, ran to the washroom and began hurling. Thanks cheap sushi. -.- Well, in order not to spoil anyone's mood, went ahead with trip to the zoo. (:

The queue to the carpark was massive, looks like many people wanna visit relatives in there. Not me though, i simply went for animals. Haha, we ain't related fyi. Took 30 minutes just to park the car. Sheesh. Loretta said it was pointless to pay money to see animals. Bonding time what, tsk. Spoilt my mood, idw talk to her.

It was so fun, walking around and all. But, i kept panting. Eyelids were so heavy, oh yes. Vomited thrice, especially when the smell of DUNG was all around you.. Wow. I loved the animal show, so cute la can. There was this angmoh, hilarious shit. Stripped his shirt off (he was asked to) and started flexing muscles when he's all skin and bones. Hahaha, all part of the comedy. His girlf. was some fat chinese who dressed like a prostitute; no offence cause i know i ain't that skinny too.

Headed home after walking round the whole entire round. 3 hours long. Almost fainted okay. Came home and bathed, my skin felt so painful. As though i had sunburn. But, i only realised i had fever at around 7:30, after eating watermelon. Damn mother, kept asking me to eat. I can't, not like idw also. SHE EVEN ASKED IF I TOOK DRUGS ON SATURDAY WHEN I WENT OUT. AND THUS, I'M GROUNDED FROM OUTINGS. IT'S FOOD POISONING. NOT DRUGS, MUM. I'M NOT SOME STUPID GIRL.

But, she did take care of me, pasting the fever plaster thing blahblah. So i guess it's alright. Went to sleep at 8:45, woke up at 2 plus in the morning, replied texts, rolled around the bed and went back to sleep. Got up at 8 plus this morning, and daddy kept harrassing me to eat breakfast with him. Haha, he didn't know i had fever cause he slept before 7 last night. Pig.

Went to vivo for lunch today. Air-conditioning was damn cold.. Some people should learn to use their own cash to buy what they want, instead of relying on parents. Sheesh. Childish & immature.

Gonna bathe and go to sleep, before watching NDP. Provided i get up in time. (:

Pictures of the zoo up on next post.

7th August - HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESS!

2010-08-08T10:51:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY CHICHIBO!

Met up with Jacob at CCK, 8:30. Had to get up at 7 plus on a Saturday. Crappy.
She baked a cake, not too bad the taste. I'll give it a 7.5 out of 10. Haha. Took a train to Boon Lay. Upon reaching lakeside, received a text from Jess. Oh gosh. She woke up already. There goes the surprise wakeup call.
Haha, but we still smashed whipped cream in her face. She received a call from jacob - who was standing outside her house - and she was forced to step out of her room. She was still in PJs eh. Hahahaha.

Headed to JP, jess got a zinc bag, courtesy of her aunt. I went to buy sashimi from basement. It was so good. Unlike the carrefour fucked up one which made me all sick. -.-
Met Row at Outram and took circle line to Stadium for ice-skating at Kallang.
Jess fell! Best birthday for her to remember what. Jacob's damn good. It was so damn cold there, even with jacket on.
Someone unexpected texted me too, wow..

Shared KFC meal with jacob. Cheese fries, fattening but good. Oh oh, try mixing it with chilli. Best.
Headed to Dhoby Ghaut to buy more sashimi, cause i LOVED THE ONE AT JP. But after eating it, i vomited non-stop the next day. Bile, bile and more bile came out. Cause i couldn't swallow anymore food. This teaches everyone a lesson:
NEVER BUY SUSHI THAT'S ON OFFER, ESPECIALLY TOWARDS THE END OF THE DAY.

I hope jess had a wonderful birthday. I love you girl. (:
Loved your gift? Hah.

Skypark @ Vivocity

2010-08-06T22:09:00.002+08:00

Thank you for making my day.
YOGES; DENISE; RAYA; LORETTA; CALISTA; IVY.

Reached school fairly early, placed bag in class. Oh damn, sheryl's shirt made her boobs look big. Wait, it already is. Hahaha. :P
Went to hardcourt, weather was killing can. Tsk, thank god for YOG opening ceremony ticket - my personal manual fan. Haha.

Panda Queen actually got the ROSEBUD award. Eeyer, so unexpected of her. Haha, Amelia did too. -.- School chooses weird people. Had screaming/singing session in the hall, Caroline 25 points. Bleah. Pon your buttocks.

Met YDRL and headed to bus stop, saw Ivy and Calista. Bused to vivo together. Bloody lorett almost ripped my pinafore. Texted someone. Eh girl, don't be sad can?
Hmm, went vivocity. Bought food at basement. Oh gosh, the PEKING DUCK and the KOREAN CHICKEN THING was bloody good.
I wanna go again.

Played at skypark, got damn wet. TYVM, did enjoy loads though. Should go again someday, this time with a change of underwear. (:
CI joined later, then some xiaomeimei came. Eeyer. Haha, i hate sec ones.
Stupid bubbles, make me annoyed only. Curse you fall down into the pool.

Talked talked, ate ate. Blahblah. Lala. Okay, off to prepare Chichibo's present now.
Happy birthday bitch, i love you!
Ice-skating tomorrow!

It's been a while

2010-07-18T16:30:00.003+08:00

It's been so long since i last posted.
Too busy i guess?
Schedule for the past few weeks:
(Monday) - Band practice
(Tuesday) - YOG practice
(Wednesday) - Homework day on the only free day i've got.
(Thursday) - Band Practice
(Friday) - YOG Practice
(Saturday) - Lit Fest/Band

It's been taxing, but i know it'll be better soon.
For the last week, band's been putting on assembly performances.
Screwed up quite abit. Aww shucks.
Yesterday, a brand new snare drum came in. It's RED!
Haha, was really happy. But it's really expensive.. Stressed to touch it.

Pointless to post much, since nobody really bothers.
Tsk, my life's in vain.
It's weird how, when you think you've got everything, you lose them all.

Much has happened these weeks

2010-07-04T21:27:00.002+08:00

School reopening - a week seems like 2 weeks. So hard to concentrate, too much stuff perhaps? Today, one of my nightmare's come true. It's so hard to take it down, i wanted to just move on but why do you have to ask if i'm awkward. Just forget about it and act with me, this way we'd both be happy, no? It's worse that you asked for a break for awhile, y'know?

Well, nobody else can take your place. When i close my eyes, you're all that i think of. Damn you. Time might heal me, it might not. All i want now is for a hug and a kiss. It's enough. Oh yes, and friendship. Let's remain friends, promise?

Tomorrow eclipse with shimin. Danii lunch. I dont really wanna go out, later something happen how?
Hmm, yeah kay bye.

2010-06-03T17:21:00.004+08:00

Love me, Love me, say that you love me.
Fool me, fool me, Oh how you do me.
Kiss me, Kiss me, say that you miss me.
Tell me what i wanna hear, tell me you love me

Slacked for half of the day. I'm still coughing, Danii's down with fever.
Everyone's unwell now. Uh oh. ):
I'm addicted to LOVE ME - JB. I can relate to it so well. Wow.
Justin Bieber ain't just some boy anymore, he's awesome!

I think i've got no stamina to stay online for a long time anymore. So tired now after 4 hours. Ugh.
There's YOG training tomorrow, idw to go there, my skin's already all burnt. But but, will be watching movie with Sonia, Soniya, Alicia, Isabel? (:
Must must provide popcorn! TYVM.

Wow, sleepy now. I want AUNTY TESS back. Housework on my grandmother's not working out. I hate washing my own clothes. Bleah.
Hmmm, yesterday night was kinda irritated with a certain someone.
Ain't sure if she's going to read this. Idc.

As our leader, do something will you? You can't bully someone else and show her attitude. Fuck. You DON'T WANT to go because you ain't going for the thing BEFORE that? Well, to tell you the truth, she didn't go for the thing before it too. Why should she take your place? She's tired too, y'know? Bitch. Seriously, stop showing attitude already. Please, for the sake of 6 other people, learn to socialize? I can barely keep up. I know i sound mean but, it's not the first time.
Sorry for the tone, i know it's not even about me. BUT, DO NOT TAKE HER FOR GRANTED. I'll do something if you dare do it again, she's my friend too.

Moodless, and i'm officially missing you. (:

Have a safe trip to Norway (:

2010-05-29T03:04:00.003+08:00

Ida's left for Norway last night. Got a text from Candice saying she's safely there.
Ida, you'll be someone i'll never forget. Do take care there in Norway and send me a postcard with a moose soon! Just like in Primary School. Aw damn, these make me sentimental.

A huge bunch of us sent her off at the airport last night. The guards there thought we were insane, screaming and crying when she went into the departure hall. Blur Denise saved the day. When ida vanished out of sight, she came back and walked back towards us. Nadia was screaming and thought her flight was cancelled, that she wasn't to leave us after all. Turns out denise had her handphone pouch and ida came to retrieve it.

I gave her 3 tight hugs, it's the last i'll ever receive from her..
Ugh, i hate goodbyes and farewells. Nobody is to leave me anymore!
Took a lift from Jacob home. TYVM. (L)

It's 3 in the morning now and i'm only beginning to feel sleepy. Alicia and Reena fell asleep and left me here stoning. Pigs! Reena's to wake up at 4 for work @ TUAS, decided to wait for her to wake up, then i'll go to sleep. I'M SO NICE. (:

Lalala, i wanna watch IPMAN2 w/ Danii, Sonia & Sheryl!

Poor candice, keeps feeling upset over Ida.. This is life, we've to learn letting go! It's hard for me to let you go though. CAUSE WHEN I'M KISSING YOU, MY SENSES COME ALIVE, IT'S ALMOST LIKE A PUZZLE PIECE I'M TRYNA FIND.
This is one MC's song that's nice. (:

Wonder how Jess is doing. That silly asshole's just such a mystery to solve.
I miss the times we had too.
When i told you boyfriends are fun, when we fell out and bitched about each other.
Then, in sec two,
When you shone a torch in my face to wake me up during EFL for toilet, when the mango cake was smashed in your face, when you were the princess and i was the queen.
Now, in sec three,
When i found out about your illness, when i cried cause you left me behind in Singapore, when we're in different classes, when you take me for a fool, when i told you that i loved you like i always do.
ARE YOU REALLY CHANGING FOR THE BETTER, OR HISTORY'S REPLAYING?

Time passes so fast, idw to graduate. There's too many things here for me to let go. Maybe, i should just go up to heaven. (:
Then, i can fly down and watch over that girl. I'll sleep beside her and kiss her goodnight everyday.

Aww shucks, Aunty Tess's leaving for PHILLIPHINES tomorrow. Nono, today! Her flight's at 5pm. Damn, i'll die without a maid at home. Anybody willing to offer services? (:
Aiya aiya. Everybody fly fly fly away.
Haha. (L)

Vivocity

2010-05-22T21:54:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUXIN!
HOPE YOU REMAIN YOUNG AND PRETTY. (:

ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE YORKSHIRE TERRIER (L)

I want this dog to be mine (:

Headed to vivocity with Elizabeth, Myzah, Jiahui & Jacob. Reached on time for once. Hah.

Went skypark play water, Myzah got her pinafore wet. Sheesh.

Wanted catch movie, too crowded - lazy queue ah. Typical of me. (:

Ate lunch @ SUPERDOG. Myzah stuffed the fries i gave her into the packet and said she ate them. Girl, want slim down also not like this starve yourself eh! She's so skinny, i'm jealous.

Went to buy earrings. Nice. (:

15bucks worth of earrings. Jacob stole the pink balls from me! Roar.

Well, i hate pink. It's okay to take them then.

Walked through TOYS R' US and wanted to buy soooo many things! Haiya, i'm fifteen. Can't do that anymore. Bleah.

Headed to PET SAFARI and kept laughing at dogs. One of the dogs looked exactly like jacob - with the hairstyle esp. (:

Haha, pomeranians are super cute. Ohoh.

Two Malteses locked in the same cage kept fighting. Biting each other everywhere. I thought they looked like they were having sex though. Haha. Cute. (:

Yorkshire terriers with hair tied, staring at you. Makes you wanna hug them sooo bad.

Sheesh, when will mummy let me keep one?

Went to harbourfront and sat infront of the glass panel facing the sea, talked and drank iced coffee ~

After that, coffee made me sleepy, so i bought RED BULL (L).

Talked about so much stuff. Eliz went all horny with the earrings i bought. They looked like balls. Crazy (:

Jacob had bladder problems! Kept going toilet. Sheesh.

Oh oh, I started getting high and laughing until my face was red. Wow. Hah. After effect of too much caffeine? Throbbing headache on the bus to BPP with elizabeth. ):

Went to buy cake for aunty tess @ BPP. Bought pads too. (L) Laurier is awesome ~ ULTRASLIM. Haha.

Bus home, ate pizza ~ Imma get fat fat FATTTTTTT! AH, IM STILL HIGH.

Period's so irritating. Tomorrow party @ Sheryl's condo. How to play in the pool! POOP. ):

I want a yorkshire~

Founders' Day?

2010-05-21T15:18:00.002+08:00

Attendance of the day : 25/40. (Denise's info.)
Didn't go, founders' day mass equals sleeping time. Rather sleep on my bed. (:
Haha. Valerie's uploaded pictures from YOG wait in canteen on FB. (: Awesome.
Waited until 3:45 until we got on the bus to Mandai.
Screw the transport company. Haha.
Nice weather yesterday. Sheryl was crazy. We kept laughing at people dancing. Haha.
Cute to observe, y'know. Sheesh.
Slept on the bus ride back @ 6:45. Candice poop. She shook my chair left to right. Woke me up, that got me in a BAD MOOD.
The school looked damn haunted. :P

I've just read Jess's blog, idk what to say.

Hey hun .
3 years of being friends .
I finally knew what i was saying !
I think this is why i'll never change .
No one changes me .
If i want to , i will .

And well . After being through so damn much .
I know , i gotta be selfish . (:
This is my life isn't it ?
I make my own choices .
No one steals what's mine , honey .

Listen, i know you're stubborn and whatever i say will be useless.
But, the fact that there are so many people around you who cares is good enough.
Your parents are hurt, your friends are hurt, everyone is. You want to go on to that useless lifestyle, nobody can stop you - that i agree. Everyone has their rights. But, your decisions affect many people. Know that. Although you've chosen to remain single, how long will that choice last? 1 week? 2 weeks?

You claim you know what you're saying, claim you know what you're doing.
But, do you?

A relationship, requires both sides to give and take.. That goes for a friendship. Treating me and J as back up friends, how does that show anything? Claiming we're BEST FRIENDS. Do you even know who i am when a guy's with you?
I FUCKING DON'T WANNA SEE YOU DESTROY YOUR LIFE WHEN IT'S HAPPENING IN FRONT OF MY EYES. WHEN I CAN SEE YOU FALLING..

---

Tomorrow, vivocity with Elizabeth, Jiahui (Not confirmed) and myzah. (:
I want to close my eyes, so many things are happening. Results, not that ideal. Friend, idk what to say about her.
I want to cry, after so long. Will you say you can be there for me? Expecting me to shelter you from YOUR FEARS, YOUR TEARS. What about me? You're really selfish, you know?
Girl, please do wake up soon. Nobody can do anymore for you. We all love you.

(L)

Dinner And Dance

2010-05-16T14:37:00.002+08:00

Attended Daddy's Company annual D&D.
Was fashionably late cause we picked up his CHINA CUSTOMER.
Haha, didn't bring anything there (Camera). So, no pictures. (:
Theme: Movies Night

The games were fun. Renny and Gwen got picked on stage for some MTV acting thing. They did malay dances. Haha. The bollywood segment was the best. This indian guy dressed up as FLASH from idk what movie. WTF. He wore a leotard. Tight-fitting. Haha.
There's this china guy. Gross. He cross-dressed. Wore kimono and stuffed loads of tissue paper in you-know-where. Ugh. Gwen and i couldn't stop staring. Haha. Z-cup? REALLY BIG.
Haha, you could LITERALLY SEE the tissue and scotchtape. :P
Everyone said i looked different. Did i? Sheesh, what's a girl got to do to get acceptance.

Ate buffet. Sheesh. Wasn't even half-full. Food sucks.
Oh oh! Epic part of the night came when we were walking home towards the carpark.
Two indian guys with a camera ran after us. Mummy asked what we can do for them.
One of them said I LOOKED LIKE HIS DAUGHTER IN INDIA. What the fuck. I'm chinese, not being racist here, but i'm CHINESE. He requested a picture with me and we ended up taking THREE. -.- It was bloody awkward.

Haha, reached home at twelve plus. We bought Mcdonalds - weren't full what. (:

Okay, time to go get food. All this talk about food's making me drool. (:

It's over!

2010-05-14T22:21:00.003+08:00

Mid Year Examinations, you're history! Period.
Although i didn't take two papers - Literature and History, today still marks the beginning of holidays! Kind of. (:
Now is the time to sit back and think about nothing. Practically been stoning the entire day. Why? Yes, why? Bastard. That's simply because i couldn't go out. Ugh. I want to go to VIVO to buy my earrings! Cheebong.

I've got no money ~ MONEY! ):
Haha. BONAMANA's gaining on me. Creepily catching song, it's got the RDD plus SS tunes (:
Oh yes yes, i miss her! So much i can scream. Where's my hug? Haha.
She's really screwed with her friendships,
am i glad god blessed me with such nice friends who DO NOT GIVE ME PROBLEMS. For now. (:

Recap on yesterday:
Headed straight to Vivo with Jess and Jacob. Went for Mcdonald's breakfast @ Harbourfront. Jess kept stealing my Iced Lemon Tea. Bitch. Didn't want to order her own. Haha.
Jess was supposed to leave, but we didn't allow for that to happen, did we? (:
Ofc not. Walked around, without money! Haha.

Went into some shop and saw nice dogtags. The cheapest was SGD19.50! Jess wanted to get some necklace and put our pictures on it. Haha.
Went into PAGEONE, Jess picked up FHM magazine immediately. That pervert. She started carrying it around and both of them laughed at the corny jokes. Oh gosh. Haha.
Sat in the children's corner, while they stared at women with big boobs in the magazine. Sheesh, perverts. Haha! Jacob suggested we put the magazine under some children's books. What the hell. Jess, being lazy, did just that. How i wished CCTV caught that. Bitches, pollute kids minds.

Headed to stationery place, Jess bought a pen. Haha. Jacob and i saw nice metal cases, but DIDN'T HAVE THE MONEY TO BUY. SHEESH. Money does make the world go round..
Then that idiot asked me to smell faeces. Those on display, squishy ones. Yucks.
Haha, walked around. Bought 13bucks worth of earrings. Jiahui gave me the money! Bleah, didn't have cash. She texted me saying she was parking the car. Haha. Went to starhub to meet her. She's getting/got a new phone. Omnia right? I'm not jealous! Haha. Thanks girl for the ten bucks. Made me a happy girl! Wanna go Vivo again! Roar. Tomorrow..? (: Now to pass the DEVIL MOTHER's interrogation.

Headed to Serangoon to meet Jess's boyfriend. What's with Ng Guo Hui and Boyfriends? - Ron looked like him. Except ron's hair was way armani. He used LOREAL spray. Interesting. (:
Trained to Jurong East and met Alicia. (:
She kept so silent, made me worry. Thought she failed chinese. :P

Went Beauty World to walk around with that girl. Her food's with me now. Never going to return it. (:< Haha. Just kidding. Kept whacking my leg. I have feelings, y'know. Bleah. Went home at 5plus.
Didn't manage to call her at 10.
Text text, then fell asleep quickly. Haha. Oops, no goodnight message! Haha.

Well, mummy just came home. Will be asking her about tomorrow @ Vivo! (:
Byee ~

Playing around

2010-04-25T14:49:00.002+08:00

I want to know how you feel, what you think.
Sheesh, waiting so long, idk how much more time i have left.

WEDDING DRESS (Taeyang), a song for you.
Without knowing it, you say things that hurt me. It might be a joke, that idk. Just a nod or a shake of your head, it's enough for me. Understanding everything you do, everything you say, it's not cool. It's painful.. Because i can only suffer in silence. Friends aren't there when you need them, guess nobody'll get it.
Time should rewind 365 days. Go back to life last year, when i had friends who laughed together. Different classes, the only times we talk is recess. FML.

Homework for this weekend is crazy. 7 assignments - including those i didn't do for the week. Haha. Guess accumulating work isn't all that great, learnt a valuable lesson.
Went for 2 hours of Badminton last night, played well. (:
Mummy got tired after one game. Wow. Stamina needs building up! (:
Social Studies, Chinese, English Examinations - this week.
Shucks, i haven't revised. Idk what to do. Idw to fail. ):

I miss everything in the past. I miss everyone in the past. I do love people from the present though. Just, missing them. (:

Say things i like to hear, and do things that make me happy. That's how it's making me feel how i am feeling now. Understand? No. Guess you won't, cause you're a silly and dense penguin.

IFD

2010-04-16T18:14:00.002+08:00

International Friendship Day Cum Sports Day

6:45 met up with Danii, Wei Xin, Anjila and Jia Hui at Mcdonalds (Farrer Road).
Sprayed blue highlights, applied blue hair gel in toilet. (: Thrashed. Wei's shirt was screwed.
The event was pushed back for an hour, with the entire school stuck in class doing Health Quizzes. Bloody boring. (:
Walked around for an hour before going for my watermelon-eating competition! Alicia kept my phone, temporarily. Bah, 3J won.
My blue face paint was smudged in the melon and i ate it. Well, the aim was to finish it, free melons. (:
Danii did great. Cheers.

Afterwhich, just walked around randomly and aimlessly. Cheebong Cheebong.
Took part in fringe games, in Irish Sack Race (Made my legs muddy), got house points! Lala ~
Talked to Sonia, Alicia. I ain't a bung, let alone a gay one. Pfft.
Moved Mats, got help from Alex, unnecessary help.
Cheerleading, Caroline came in 5th. Not too bad?
Cheers once more.

Final announcement of houses was what shocked us the most.
CAROLINE EMERGED THE CHAMPION HOUSE!
Never in history have we broken through top 3 places and, yes. We've gotten first place. (:
Other houses did great too! (: Cheers twice more.

Went for lunch with Jacob. (:
Her mum delivered clothes for her. How lucky.
She came over to my place, watched videos, laughed at people on FB and, that's it. She needed to head home.
Sonia's awesome. (Random shoutout)

Until next time. (:

Sweet outings

2010-04-04T12:06:00.003+08:00

Good Friday would probably the best day of the month. (: Incredibly love the long weekends, with fridays free of nonsensical school shit.

Friday, tiring yet fun.
Met up with J, A, W at Lot One. (: Names are confidential~!
They simply couldn't decide on the movie we wanted to watch! Shaw @ Lot One had nothing showing at all. Took the train to Boon Lay, Jurong Point. Queued up for tickets for Diary Of A Wimpy Kid ; 12.55 show. Saw Jessendryl honey with her entire family. Bought tickets and food, went in. Yes Yes, i bought MORE Shinee photos! (: A was crushing my fingers, kinda happy though. (: If you get my point.

Watched the movie, A stained my jacket! With nacho cheese.
She made me carry her stuff, jacket included. (: Thick and heavy luh! But, for some weird reason, i'm addicted to her scent. Or smell. Body Odour? haha! Yucks.

And i realised that she cannot look at me straight in the eye.. Upset.
Walked around JP, A threw tantrums and ignored us because we left her alone outside the shop. Haha! I got angry after persuading her, left to buy food with J. (:
Took train back, some fun happenings occurred. Bah! I wanted my hug from A, ):
When i reached CCK, mummy called and asked me to meet them at Jurong East for dinner. Trained back to JE, and was walking around popular when mummy said they were going to dine at Alexander Road or something. Zhou's Kitchen at Anchorpoint.
Went to Clementi, in hope that A & W were still there. They went for Charl's birthday party. But, they left. Crap. 10minutes too late..

Dined with Christy's family, walked around half-closed Anchorpoint. Her dad has a WEIRD way of carrying money around - Rubberbands! Haha. Went to Marina Barrage after that, sat there and stoned. Camwhored with her downstairs. Pictures might be up soon. (: Depends!
Took supper @ Bukit Timah. Some indian restaurant, their bandung was awesome!
Babi Christy, ate 2 pieces of roti prata. Haha!
Reached home at 1am. A called me, complained about her boredness and Insomnia. Haha! She forced me to stay awake with her. Grr.

Saturday was slack day.

Today, got up at 6.45 in the morning. Headed to CCK cemetery to give offerings!
Afterall, It's QINGMINGJIE.
It was pouring, kinda missed the dry home. And the dry jacket. ):
Will be off to watch YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL.
Ohmy, i never knew Hong Gi Was so pretty. Roar, i hate myself for being attracted to pretty stuff.

ALICIA (L).

Spa (:

2010-03-28T16:01:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU MY HONEY FOR EARRINGS AND SWEETS ~

although i haven't quite gotten them yet.

I feel like the richest girl on earth. At least for last night! (:
Took a last minute ride to Malaysia (JB) for a 3hour V.I.P treatment at some spa.
I got a full body massage (With Carol) , with cracking of bones and all. Felt kinda weird, they made us undress and put on just a pair of disposable underwear. My entire body was covered in oil, literally. Tried to sleep during that 2 hours but, my contacts were rebelling. ):

What came next was awesome. Went back to the VIP room daddy reserved, and wow. It had this super big jacuzzi tub, with LED lighting. Loved the green for being so bright! Haha, There was this sauna room too, equipped with bathrooms.
4 beds were spread out in this room surrounded by translucent curtains, giving the venetian princess feel. (: Right outside, stood 3 reclining chairs, with a Stick-on-wall Television. Haha! Not bad? We're going again soon, if you want to come, just inform me. Daddy says you just have to pay for petrol. Not cheap aye.

Enjoyed the room for an hour and, just before leaving, i messed up all 4 beds. Since nobody used it, it was clean. I thought, why let the staff earn money so easily? (:<
Haha! Mummy was kinda furious, but appeased after a big hug.
Tried taking pictures but, the place was too dark! Sorry ~

Went for food afterwards. Time was 0100.
Loklok was something i've never tried and it was this vehicle, with food. You cook it in oil, deep fry and voila! It's edible! (:
Ate Meetabak and loklok, was bloated like a cow. Kept burping in the car.
Pumped fuel at SHELL and headed for Singapore. (:

She's an asshole. Didn't wait for me to come back and slept. Pig. (:<
Not going to pass you your cream uh.. Sad girl, got a bad bad bad sunburn. (Gloats ~)

ALICIA(L)

SLAP LA.

2010-03-26T18:26:00.002+08:00

DAMN YOU ALICIALIM.
How dare you make me wait for you at the MRT station and then say you won't be heading home so soon? Toying with me? Funny?
Hmph, be that childish luh.

Had a long morning assembly, sleepy all the way. Slept at 2:30 in the morning, thanks to HUIEN. Mmhmm, had history. Sat on chairs without tables, cause of Mr Dan.
Had Chemistry, without lights and fans for a period. Earth period, says FRANCIS. (F).
Ugh, Covalent bonds, Ionic Bonds. They're driving me crazy. ): Chemistry, don't hate me now.

Recess time, boring. Jiahui told me some stuff about her conversation with Anjila on The "CRUCIBLE". Haha, hilarious.
During Literature lesson, instead of HAVING ANALYSIS, we had storytelling session. Shankar's voice drowns me to sleep, and i might as well read the book at home if she was going to read line after line after, ugh. No emotions too! ):

E-Mathematics test, still alright. Linear inequalities. Bah.
Right, will be off to update class blog. Jessendryl's at BUGIS buying stuff for me. Literally FOR ME, freeeee! Ohoh, Xiaxue's engaged? She looks like a pretty barbie doll. (L)

ALICIA LIM IS LOVED.
LOTS OF LOVE.

Revival

2010-03-21T19:49:00.002+08:00

It's going to be a month since i last blogged. I'm not sure why i've got no mood to simply come online. Roar. It sucks to be me.

Certain main events have happened during the MIA period from BLOGGER.
EXAMINATIONS,
EDUCATION FOR LIFE 2010,
SHINEE PERFORMANCE @ ELE AWARDS CEREMONY,
YOG DANCE PRACTICES,
DEMO BAND FOR ACSJ.
Sounds great? (:

Exams, it went well. Chinese? Haha. Surprisingly lousy results. I just passed the paper. 15/30. I almost cried when i saw it and even doubted it was my script. How in the world did i do so badly? I asked myself repeatedly.. Only one explanation. I was too proud and therefore, took chinese lightly. I should have studied huh. (: Contradictive to that, i received the consent form from Laura Lim the next day for my parents to attend TAD (For my acheivement in chinese), Top in Level. Wow, i was worried that i won't get it again next year. Pull up my socks eh. (:

Chemistry, awesome results. 27/30. OR 28. STM. Haha!
Biology papers tomorrow, most likely.
Additional Mathematics, topped my class with a 25/35. Haha, this simply shows how hard it is. And how hard it's going to be.
E-Mathematics, didn't do that badly. 29/35. (: But, Irfanah topped class with full marks. Ugh, some smart people. Haha. She's a nice girl though.
Literature, English, Social Studies and History. I'm worried. Social Studies' is a confirmed fail. Wrote out of point. Bleah.

Results should most probably be out this week, followed by the horrifying Meet-The-Parents session. Bet that NGH would complain about my noisy laughter and screams to mummy. ):

EFL 2010!
To be honest, this camp was even better than last year! (: Truckloads better.

Day One: We were the unlucky bunch. Groups 7 & 8 for 3Saint Anne. Aigoo. We had to trek on the very first day after checking into our chalet rooms at PulauUbin. 24hours of not bathing awaited us, and i recall the sweaty bodies. Ugh! Well, personally i felt that i was really good this camp. I barely complained and appeared to be so manly with helping classmates. Haha! (: COMPLIMENTS! We got lost with Denise baboon & Irfanah leading us with the map. From the instant we left the resort, we took a wrong turn left. Haha! It was tiring to carry that bloody heavy bagpack. Mothercheebong. ):
Finally found our location and settled down, who knew? Our tents were mostly damaged or tenting sticks broken. Holy shit. Everyone looked like they were going to die. Waited several hours for solid fuel to arrive before proceeding with outdoor cooking. The damn toxic gas kept suffocating me. Sheryl sat with me while we waited. She farted. Loud and clear. Haha! It sure made us all happy for a short while.

3A got complimented for pitching tents in the dark. Haha! Tent-ed with Shi Min, Sheryl, Sze Ting, Su Shan, Christabelle and Sabrina. So many "S"s. :-P
Haha! We were simply too lazy to open up the sleeping bags. Haha! Slept on the ground, i fidgeted all night. It sucks to be sticky and sleepy. ):
That day ended with a nice group picture in the tent. Took out contact lenses without a mirror. Haha.

DAY TWO: Woke up bright and early at 5:01 am. Talked to tentmates, snacked on pocky and breathmints. Ehem, we DID NOT brush our teeth. Gross shit.
Trekked back to resort and washed up, no bathing though. Proceeded with sand games.
Awesome! Got drenched in salty water, were allowed for baths afterwhich. Oh yes, EPIC THING HAPPENED. Which made this trip unforgettable. During the 3 baths i took, 2 baths were.. INSANE. Water and lights stopped on me halfway. When i was about to rinse off soap. Fuck. I sweared like hell. ):
GBM. <3

Whatever, it was fun. Then we had games, amazing race. Haha! I really loved bonding with group 7. We are an amazingly fun-tastic bunch alright? (:
Went back to rest, i think i snored. ): Exhaustion sank in, we talked abit in the room. (:
Room mates: Chloe, Janice, Christabelle and Charmaine.

DAY THREE:
Best day! Rafting, 3A won 3D! (:
Pweet ~
We didn't really raft, kinda swam all the way. Haha! But, i was tired and weak when we finished.
Took a group picture with 3D, this led to a facebook fight. Girls really can quarrel over anything eh? (:
I think both classes are amazing in their own way, no point in debating over which is better. I seriously don't see why 3A's angry over being called nerds. We are. Smart, talented. They're jealous and say things. Let's accept them. (:
I like being a nerd. What's wrong with that?

Anyway, High elements was the bomb. Ours was kinda boring though. Just walking planks. Bleah!
Took pictures, prepared for campfire. (:
CAMPFIRE that night, best of them all. It was great, lost my voice though. ): Enthusiastic to the max. (:
Our item sucked, i agree. There was literature meaning though, with Mr Ng's surprise birthday presentation. But, something shocking happened to us! (REVEALED ON 4th DAY).
3C and 3D did a collaboration, it was pretty good. All the way to 95' babies.
Ended with cries when everyone started thanking others for their contributions in various ways.

DAY FOUR: Awards Ceremony, 3A won best class! Nobody could understand how! (: We thought we were just studious, guess not? (:
Medals were given out, we packed up and checked out. Left Ubin on the boat. Awesome 4 days passed. I simply loved it. (:
Daddy picked me up from school and, only then did i realise how mothercheebong tan i am. Oh damn, so bloody black. No racism intended. (:
I was kinda red though, Kim Lim kept calling me LOBSTER! Ugh, lim lim sucks! (: I still love her!

Went for a movie (KIDNAPPER) with Alicia. Hell, she looked so scared.. Haha. Made me scared too. I think she was unable to take the bloody scene and left for the washroom halfway! Haha. Shopped around after that, saw her BIG DOG (Jasmine) at her condo. Ohmygod. Damn big, with saliva. Eyuck.. Haha! She's a nice girl, kinda princess-y. Whines so much. Save me.

Yog practices were tiring. Dance moves were so-so.
2 days of tiredness. (:

Oh yes, went for ACSJ's demo band practice on friday. Two days back actually. (:
Ebenezer said i played "not bad". I was shocked. Haha, he used to criticise me so much. Guess growing up is a good thing. (: We almost became good friends can? Gave him a one-to-one audition and he was dying to know his marks. Don't worry, you did great! I scared him by giving him the creeps. Haha, wanted to let him think he did badly..
He did show off in front of me ):
Jia Hui and I were shocked at how well he can drum. Ugh. Boys.

Well, Off to wait for Jia Hui's call now! (:
We're going to bitch about ALICIA. Haha. You're so dead.

*Will try to update more*
*Jessendryl honey, i miss you and i hope you'll be back soon. Take care of your health and i don't want to see a weakling in school. I want you to be that strong girl you are. Ok? I love you truckloads. (: Don't fool around anymore!

+SHINee's second album due APRIL?!

ALICIA (L).

FML.

2010-02-28T19:30:00.002+08:00

Mummy and daddy are fighting. Mummy keeps saying she wants to die. What the hell is their problem? I don't understand what adults are thinking, everybody's stressed but, don't do this stupid thing. It's just a small mistake mum, forgive and forget please.

I've got no energy to do anything. I can't even study. I feel so tired and weak from the virus in my body. FML. Honestly.
Red Cross flag day yesterday, got scolded 3 times by the fat ikea security guard. She kept telling us not to enter the building but, we were there to buy food. Don't be an idiot. Told her so many times i was buying things to eat. Did she want me to faint? ):

Exams tomorrow. I just pray i can do it well. That's all. I don't expect to be the top scorer or whatever. Just a satisfying result. (:

I LOVE SHINEE.
Alexis's birthday's coming, i've bought something.

ALICIA(L)

죽어도 못보내

2010-02-19T21:16:00.004+08:00

Class Management Committee training tomorrow (Saturday morning's gone), Tuition tomorrow, Little brother's birthday tomorrow.
There's supposedly a CNY house warming party, which was cancelled last minute. ):

Shoutout to you:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I Love You & Do Study Hard! (: Cheers,

Stc's got talent is coming up once more. Considering if i should take part. 2am's song would be my only choice for singing so far. (: Anjila and Sheryl's in, right? Don't make this girl upset. Things might get ugly... I'm just saying.
Jacobbina's mummy was nice enough to give me a lift home, with a red packet. Sweet (L).

Several CNY pictures, down down down.
I need a haircut, again. Please, hairdresser, make it nice.
I've spent my entire friday evening doing a chinese animation project. Sucks like crazy, alright.
Damnation, my shoulder aches.

I'll kiss anyone who can massage me. (: Peace and Love.
Education for life, will end on the THIRTEENTH. (The day the concert is on.)
Rush home, i guess? (: Pray for good weather too (L).

SHINee, SARANGHAE.
Ga In, SARANGHAE.

"IT'S THE YEAR OF THE TIGER!"

(L)ALICIAk.

Goodbye body (:

2010-02-13T16:40:00.002+08:00

Had a really long day, with the cremation process etc.
Left my place at 8am, did another 5 rounds of rituals at Bedok.
The coffin was then brought out to the shiny blingbling van with a phoenix on the top. Daddy said if it was a guy in the van, there would be a dragon on top. (: I'll be a phoenix, one day.

As all other traditional funeral processions, we walked along with the coffin and all the previous generations were crying and screaming. They should vent it all out. (:
Well, i tried to stop my tears, but they just flowed. Haha.

Ahzhor, you are an extremely wise old lady. I do feel happy you've passed on rather than continue suffering here. Cancer, kills. You were an awesome person and i love you. Nevertheless, i'll give you credit for choosing the right day to leave us. On this very new year's eve, you were cremated. Every year, you wanted a reunion dinner but, it was impossible for the entire family to show up. This year, you've got your wish..
Every single family member was present today amongst your 9 children, 22grandchildren and 10 g.grandchildren. Thank you for giving us this day. Do enjoy your big house and i hope you'll lead a happier and healthier afterlife. Once again, i love you.

Will be watching DOWN WITH LOVE now! (:
Cheer up, despite the hell load of Chemistry homework.
That's all the homework i think i have. Hmm?

ALICIAk.

Rest In Peace

2010-02-11T19:22:00.002+08:00

It has been 3days since you've passed on and i really miss you so. I've just seen you on Saturday, touched and hugged you. Why, during this period when we've agreed on a dinner together, do you have to move on? I love you so much and i do hope you rest in peace. Try not to think about things no more and you'll always live in my heart. (:
Take care and I love you, my dearest g.grandmother.

I wish i knew how to stop feeling scared and sad. ):

Well, on a brighter note, I'VE GOT TICKETS TO THE MUSIC FEST AT THE FLOAT@MARINA! Jealous? (:

SHINEE will be there!

Ah, my awesome husband. I love you so much. (:

Well, will be off to the wake now. 3rd consecutive night. (:

Tomorrow will be the procession. I love you, yet hate you.

There's no more chinese new year for me!

No more redpackets!

No more gambling games!

No more yummy food!

No more hugging my dearest korkorjiejies!

Ugh damnation.

ALICIAk,

I hate the flu bugs

2010-01-22T15:18:00.002+08:00

These two weeks have been filled with activities, so much that i've barely time to come online, let alone blog.
Yes, i want to apologise to Ms J.Tan for upsetting her. Sorry and i hope you'll understand the reason why rumours spread, i don't know who started it but i'll apologise as well.
Therefore, SORRY!
I'll respect your decision for anything else. (:

I missed school today,
was really sick and down.
People are asking me about why Jessendryl's not in school. ):
She's down with TYROID.
So, stop asking me. Idk much, she refuses to tell me.

And, i'm not a lesbian.
Who the hell is Cherie? Idk. So, just step down on the rumours.
They KILL.

-ALICIA.

Weekly Exercise

2010-01-09T23:26:00.004+08:00

That's it. I've had enough of people calling me fat.

I know it's true but, i'm not overweight yet! However, i'll definitely not sit by and wait until that day comes, which is why..
I've started a weekly exercise plan. Every Saturday, exercise day! So, if you're free on Saturdays and want to destress, join me in exercising. It's extremely good for health, naturally. (:

Went for a swim today at Varsity Park. The pool, was great. Would have been better if the lamps didn't blind me that bad. Alexis & Joy were night tanning on the bedchairs. Jasmine and i swam, 2 laps. And we talked. And 2 laps. And talked. And 2 more, and talked. 6 laps, took an hour. Haha!

Girls, we do talk loads when we begin conversing.

Bought a new bag from Zinc(c), before heading for WE.
Bag's awesome, white and brown! 50bucks, thanks mummy.

Wrote a post about yesterday's happenings, on podbean. In Chinese. (:

Went for Ananas Cafe dinner,
Had chocolate waffles, shared with Jasmine.
Oh yes yes, i bathed with her. Literally. Haha.
Bro, be jealous. (:

School this week, was extremely stressful. It's enough for me to want to homeschool.
Additional Mathematics, ugh.
Elementary Mathematics, not too bad. Matrices! (L)

Well, off to read a book found by the poolside today! ( The Mediator ) - Meg.C,
'The Crucible' is an awesome book by the way. Every book lover should read it! (:

I'm utterly sorry if i've made you mad. Just that, i'm really stressed with the new year and stuff going on and i know you are too. Idk why you don't talk to me in school anymore. ):
Please, just don't vent your anger on me. I was too tired to answer any of your calls.

- ALICIAk. (L)

Outdated Parents' Night Pictures

2010-01-03T00:18:00.004+08:00

Emcee ONE & TWO.

TOP 5 Performance.

SI tubas CHAO TIAN.

(Tubas facing the sky)

Senior Percussionists! (L)

Saranghae; Jasmine Yuri Stephanie.

Christine; Concert mistress.

Flute Solo (:

Janice with the three musketeers.

Clarinet Ensemble.

Notice the weird facial expression.

That's a blur face, Alicia.

Dazed little Yuri.

Ayilisha on her flute solo.

Cool lil' Jasmine!

Brass Ensemble

(Pirates of the C.)

Three Emcees, in action.

(L) THE MICROPHONE.

END OF THE PHOTO GALLERY.

WE HOPE YOU HAVE ENJOYED VIEWING THE EXHIBIT.

May god bless you ~

Continued post (100202)

2010-01-02T23:37:00.003+08:00

Pontianak? No, it's my fallen hair.

Shocked? The amount of hair there is way more than what you can imagine. Well, the new haircut, makes me look like a bisexual. Eyuck. At least the ladies will feel more assured with me around? Ha, that was a sick joke.

Just came home after a movie - Alvin & The Chipmunks; The squeakquel. (: My review?
The show portrayed how the three chipmunks fell apart after they went to high school, with popularity getting the better out of Alvin. Theodore is simply adorable with Eleanor! (L) Yes, the chippettes. They were three cute babes, with voices that can kill. Single Ladies by Beyonce, that tune's stuck in my head all thanks to the movie. Ha. Watch the movie for yourself and get to know the full story filled with comedy! Piece of advice? Watch this on a weekday. The cinema's filled with kids screaming and singing. A baby cry was inevitable, Ugh.

Feeling high now, looking forward to the auditions tomorrow. I've got a feeling i might not pass. Know why? I don't even know what we're supposed to do tomorrow. Just be natural and all will be fine. As the saying goes, the future's not ours to predict. (: Christy girl will be heading over to my place at ELEVEN, going to Habourfront at TWELVE. (:

Feeling kind of hungry, Mummy and Daddy's at the hospital. Great-Grandmother's placed in the Emergency unit. Oh damn, pray that she gets well soon. She's only EIGHTY, too young to die. If she's suffering, then i do hope for her to relieve it soon. If you get the drift.

Found some pictures of myself on facebook. I look, nice. For once. Wow! (: But, all that hair's gone. A New year, New start! Girls, watch out. Pictures on next post, stupid blogger. Some codings error, ugh. If i were to place the pictures here now, i'll have to retype this post. Idk why, curse blogger. (:

# ALICIAk.

New haircut!

2010-01-02T17:34:00.002+08:00

Mummy's in the room with me, i ain't going to blog much.
And yes, i've got a haircut!
Short, sweet.
No fuss over what style to tie it into anymore.

Completed my chinese homework, hurray.
Felt so dizzy this morning, woke up every 3 hours the previous night, i'm not sure why.
Dreamt about scary stuffs. Blood mostly..
It was everywhere. I dreamt i had a job, with Su Shan. We went into the washroom and blood. The toilet seats were filled with blood, toilet paper. Gruesome.

Well, will post a picture of my puddle of hair on the salon's floor.
After my mum scrams, so long.

Gain, is my goddess.

-ALICIAk.

Orientation Day

2009-12-30T16:07:00.003+08:00

Reached school at 7:50, as promised to nathalie.

Was feeling extremely exhausted, after reaching home at 10 the previous night, when Parents' Night ended. I enjoyed myself thoroughly, dancing to Sockhop Tonight, Rockology. Playing
Winter. Band, is my life.

Well, got shown to our classroom. It ain't half bad. Nice enough for humans.
The compound was big! (:
Oh yes, headed for lunch at LOTONE with Suzanne, Jia Hui, Jacobbina and Sabrina.
I had Japanese food, Go bento.

Saw something extremely interesting in the washroom while doing my shit.

Picture Of The Day! (Notice the words)

Idk why but, people have to get a life instead of writing crap on signs displayed behind toilet door cubicles. (:

Enjoyed Lunch, with loads of walking around. Made a slight Complaint to NLB, didn't like the attitude of that staff. I had cramps and stayed at the corner of the library, the rest keeping quiet and reading books. She came over to ask us to move away, because we were "blocking the way". Bitch, nobody was crossing alright? Get the facts right before shooting accusations.

Watched iCarly - iGo to Japan. Enjoyable show. Watching Ga In and Jo Kwon getting married. GaIn, is my goddess.

Movie with Sis tomorrow, looking forward! (: Will be watching WGM.

-ALICIAk.

Merry Christmas!

2009-12-26T22:26:00.006+08:00

A big belated MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone out there!
Have you enjoyed your christmas parties and presents? I have.
Another week left of fun, before school takes over. Feels cocked up.
Mentally unprepared for school, or even for serious business. Holiday mood's here to stay.
Yes, updates on parties.

24th December 2009
X'mas Lunch at A.Shirley's place. Pretty Christmas tree.
X'mas Barbeque dinner at Ex-chinese tutor's place. Everything went haywire.
The lunch was fun, with loads of things to do. One very perfect example would be Guitar Hero. (:
Completely enjoyed myself. Ate loads of stuff. Took pictures, received presents. And A.Shirley calls Matthew and I a couple. Come on, he's gay. (: Not meaning to be offensive.
Barbeque dinner was disastrous; with all the aluminium trays and carton boxes burning, in flames. The wooden table used to hold the portable tray melted. The scene, ugh.
After being there for an hour, i realised that monster chinese tutor asked us there to be helpers, to help others to cook. Felt so cheated. Got bombed by water balloons before heading home. Damn matthias. Bully the elderly woman.

25th December 2009
X'mas high tea/dinner at A.shalyn's apartment. Fun rating: 3/5
Loads of things i did, lazy to elaborate. Well, it was just like any other christmas party with gift exchanges. At 1am, we even headed to 511coffee shop for supper, Minced Pork Noodle. Reached home and opened presents. Slept at 3, in the morning. That would be 4am in vietnam. ):

26th December 2009
Post X'mas all-day party at my place.
Entire BTC family was here except for mummy & daddy.
Went crazy with madness. They ransacked my presents under the tree. Damn you bro & sis.
Today was great. Suzanne came earliest, to rehearse songs for our next band practice. Jia Hui brought her heart melting chocolates, this batch was the best.
Jasmine and bro left so early. Jia Hui and i played mahjong with SisAmelia and BroRonald.
Pictures as follows.

Group picture at A.Shirley's X'mas lunch.

Couple picture? Ha. Girl with the gay.
For once, i'm the taller one.

BroR. on the drums.

Who's bum would that belong to?

Flaming barbeque tray and box,

see the smoke?

(Click to zoom)

Tortoise pig mrs mak keeps. Weird.

Gathering to commence water bomb challenge.

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Overall Present Loot for the year 2009. <3

Log Cake! Trust me, it's 20 times of your palm size.

Sonia Rykiel Perfume,

Courtesy of Kang Wei.

TheFaceShop, entire set.

Courtesy of A.Shirley!

Cotton On Aviators,

Courtesy of Bro & Sis!

Converse Pencil Case for 2010,

Courtesy of A.Carol.

Card Holder,

Courtesy of A.Jolene.

Gift Exchange,

Courtesy of bro.

My Secret Santa;

Matthew. <3

Pink Caterpillar slip ons,

Courtesy of 1st Aunt

Chocolates from Japan,

Courtesy of Xuan Jie.

Candle Set,

Courtesy of Jia Hui.

Stunning strap with name,

Courtesy of 2nd Aunt.

My All time favourite present, Thanks Suzanne.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

All the presents are deeply appreciated. (: Goodnight to all and, enjoy holidays while they last.

Who's up for a movie next week?

- ALICIAk.

ECP Chalet (Outdated post)

2009-12-20T00:56:00.004+08:00

Since i do not feel like sleeping, pictures from chalet shall be up!

♥

Matthew stole my camera to take a picture of his fingers, how smart.

AliciaK and Amelia. Sis, weird faces we have.

Glenn getting geared for National Service,

with a cucumber-looking thing as his practice rifle.

[In clockwise direction]

Glenn's head, Jesslynn, Alicia, Kit and Amelia.

Eugene's red, hot thigh. A nice christmas present from

Glenn, the violent.

A very cool Isaac on the guitar.

[Clockwise]
Danesh, Clarice, Pei Xiu, Cherng Shing with her candid face,
Kit, Amelia, Matthew.

Cute guy being isolated. Aww.

Matthew climbing a tree on a "dare".

I spy, his JOE BOXERS.

Clfyton, Matthew - Brawling.

Gaying's good to go too. It's just like a,

3-legged tortoise.

And, what's up with Facebook? Damn.

I'm seriously annoyed with the bloody cocked up photo uploader.

FML.

Now, i need a therapist. To ensure that i do not go crazy and start on a killing streak.

Daddy, you up for the job? Don't think so, you might get killed.

I want dinner with you! Make that a promise! Please? (:

Sleeping now, real exhausted.

Goodnight!

Twice upon a time, The clock strikes 2:15am and Princess Alicia feels extremely sleepy. It had to be the spell her daddy, the emperor placed on her. With that, she falls into a deep slumber and dreams that she's in Japan with the rest of her family.

The end♥

♥ALICIAk.

Thank you webcams.

2009-12-19T23:58:00.003+08:00

I ♥ W.CAMERAS !

Web Cameras do make communication alot easier!
Fortunately, i get to see people on messenger every night and, this cures me from my sickness.

Call it mental illness. Lovesick. Keziah, take me from here.
Plan on having dinner on tuesday. (:
Followed by Thursday's Christmas Eve Lunch at A.Shirley's place;
Friday's Christmas dinner at A.Shalyn's apartment;
Saturday's all-day party at my place.

All these spell good and bad news for me.
It's unfortunate that i'll gain weight if i eat too much,
it's great as, every single one of the parties will definitely be fun!

Will be shopping for more gifts tomorrow, detest it to the maximum.
It's really exhausting to carry big, heavy bags everywhere. You need stamina to walk around for consecutive hours without stopping. Hence, i salute all women who succeed in getting everything they need when they leave their houses. (: Cheers.

All of a sudden, without a reason, i'm addicted to the guitar again. I've just got to tune it properly. Someone, please be my saviour. Those damned guitars of mine, have not been touched for god knows how many years. Tune them for me, that's all i ask of you.
Will be going to bed now, absolutely sick.
I'm falling into the pits of a virus attack, i need a personal doctor.

And i don't want alot for christmas,
there is just one thing i need,
i don't care about the presents,
underneath the christmas tree.
I just want you for my own,
more than you could've ever known,
make my wish come true,
All i want for christmas, is you..

-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W1kpvef6vJ0&feature=related

-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pB1kXDVRHaY&feature=related

Featuring Nick Pitera in both videos. As you can see, this is a guy singing. But his vocal ranges are far beyond what anyone can do. Take a look. (:

-I want you to come back, now and treat my illness.

♥ALICIAk.

Chalet on 14th.

2009-12-17T22:05:00.002+08:00

I've got nothing much to blab about, it was like any other chalet.
Kind of exhausted today after going over to Bro ming's place. (:
Seriously, what kind of human lives in that house? Damn.

I'm honestly going to miss you, alot.
Come back soon and i love you! (:
Take care and meet up when you're back ok?

This post is for the sake of updates. Will definitely be posting pictures on facebook, maybe blog tomorrow about the chalet.
Amelia's pissing me off like bull.
What the hell does she get for annoying me?

Christmas party, it's going to be fun. If that bozo doesn't destroy it. (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-OQ5sEieNm8&feature=sub - This is good stuff. 5 stars recommendation.
AhMir & Lisa. Whatcha Say?

Tags replied. (:

2009-12-17T20:52:00.002+08:00

sheryl: Alicia HI
sheryl: ALICIA HI! Im trying out html here. HAHA.
Sheryl, i've only got one word for you. Retarded. (:
liz: hey hey, i'm leaving on either 23rd night flight or 24th noon =( cant go for the x'mas parteh.. =(
Damn, that sucks big time. Was looking forward to you being there though.
Xingchen (:: Lols . Anwyays -.- Ps bo lui , cannort buy ubirthday presents D; Paiseh .
Oh darn, i don't mind a hug for my present. Deal?
Xingchen (:: Early happy birthdays ._. Wish we could be friends ^^ Link me . And tagged (: Loves ^^
Definitely. Friends for sure, and future classmates. (:
liz: why xuan xuan not coming?! =( damn. haha. argh, my parents ain't given me a comfirmation yet!
Xuan's coming in the afternoon (: Just got his answer.
jacob: woops, so you noe i might not be coming liao ah, i got tell u meh?
You did! Through message?
jacob: i dunno leh, see how it goes lor.

KEZ's ♥: Hahas Idk , fun :X I think I can't go to th xmas party . Abit too far . 26 dec I might have family gathering also .
Damn it! I want you here!
liz: omg!! suzanne !!!!! imy!! and u din tell me you were gone/back!! i'm mad!!!!! ahah
Because, she loves me more! Ha!
jiahuii: and why bee anyway?
Bee was random. (:
jiahuii: explain what's BTC. haha, i would have wanted jacob to know xuan. guy/girl. haha
BTC, will be further explained on 26th! And, jacob would be perfect for xuan. (:

Christmas Party on 26th December 2009.

2009-12-13T20:00:00.002+08:00

First and foremost, BEE family has been changed to the BTC family (:

Information about the event:
Venue: Alicia's place! Well, it's not just going to be us. It's more like an open house.

Food: It's a potluck party, in the sense that everyone brings something.

Invited Guests:
- BTC Family, (Liz, Ding, Jasm, Xuan, Ming, Jiah, Sush.)
- Alexis
- Joy
- Jacobbina
- Jessendryl
- Anyone who's interested.
The only condition's that, i have to know if you're coming.

Things we would do:
Crazy, retarded stuff.
(i.e. Handiplast, Cards, Mahjong, Mini Pool)

Secret Santa's going to be quite troublesome but, it's nice. (:
Here's how we're going to do it.
Names of confirmed invitees will be matched with a number. You choose a number, and i'll tell you who that person is. You become that person's secret santa!
Buy a present for him/her, give it on that day!
And, do note that, presents for others are welcomed.
Therefore, Need to know if you're coming!

CONFIRMED BOBOS, aha.
- Bro Ming
- Sis Jasmine

NOT COMING, damn.
- Jacobbina
- Sis xuan

- The gift of giving.
♥ALICIAk.

Shopping needs stamina

2009-12-13T16:42:00.002+08:00

It isn't an easy task to walk through Plaza Singapura without panting.
Spent close to 2hundred bucks yesterday.
Purchased, shorts and shirts from NET; Hangten.
Have been asked what i want for christmas.

Christmas wishlist:
- Yellow Converse Shoes
- Bikers' Jacket from AX ; Zara
- Drum Set, Yamaha.
- Promark Sticks

If you want anything for Christmas,
put it on my tagboard. BIG.

26th December, i might be holding that potluck party. At My Place.
Bee Family's the priority!
Everyone else who wants to join in, kindly let me know. Please and thank you.
Definitely looking forward to that chalet tomorrow.
Will be ranting all about it, Wednesday.

Barker's leaving for Japan on Thursday, i want to send them off!

Taylor Lautner, once more.

2009-12-11T18:30:00.003+08:00

He was this close to me! On the screen, that is.
Went to ChuaChuKang Lot 1, watched New Moon the movie with my darling jacob. Ha.
Jacobbina Ng. Amelia tagged along. She kept making noise next to me, ugh.

Home sweet home, like they always say.
Auntie and cousin's at my place, feeling kind of awkward. After all, we only see each other twice or thrice a year. Damn lonely. Ha. They are all primary school kids, i feel old.
I've suddenly got the urge to buy a drumset. Place it somewhere at home, so i can play it.
Well, another few hundred bucks to go, before i can get one. Damn the overpriced market.

Karissa's at Benana's place. How awesome. Bet she's having a hell blast. I mean, which girl wouldn't be excited to be at a guy's place?
Not me.
I hardly know any, sadly.

I found out JiaXin's blog link. Kind of happy.
But, it's dead. ):
-Cousin's watching 0-0
Haha!

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Continued post at 11:37pm -
Headed to Jurong Point with cousins and aunty. Kind of a hilarious scene on the train, with the jumping and making noise. I was not the source of the noise, for once. Went to meet mummy at Action City and we both went shopping, while the other kids went for dinner.
Talked to her about some stuff, we bought a hell load of bags for christmas.

I absolutely love shopping with parents, they're just like your custom-made Automated Teller Machine. The best you could have. No worries about being short of cash. It's a free flow withdrawal machine.
Cheers for that.
Headed home at 10:30, got my hands on this pirated version of Scandal Makers.
Refuse to leak the origin of it. (:

Chatting with C Korkor,

(Disclaimer: This is not in any particular order.)

- Jessendryl wife
- Jacobbina twin ( People have been saying we look alike. Although the hairstyle completely differs.)
- Jia Hui Bestf.
- Su Shan Bestf.2

That was the JS family.
Triple Js. Hilarious combination.

- Elizabeth Mummy
- Ding Daddy
- XuanXuan Jie Jie
- Jasmine Jie Jie
- Cheeming Kor Kor

Absolutely loving my bee family.

Well, off to sleep. There's tuition tomorrow at such an ungodly hour (10am)
-Matthew boy and twin. (:
Loves, bananas.

♥ALICIAk.

HANDIPLAST IS A VERY GOOD GAME.

2009-12-10T20:55:00.005+08:00

HANDIPLAST, YOU SUCK.
This violent game is only recommended to people who can take pain. Results may vary. Take for example the thigh of THE MTL, Tao Yi Jun.

THE MTL. Monkey Tribe Leader. (: I respect and worship the almighty.

And this, is my thigh. It consists of internal bleeding. Ouch.
Today, the
monkey tribe leader, officially recruited her 4 monkeys.
Namely, Monkey A;
Monkey J; Monkey S and Monkey Y. (:
JASY, if you please. (:
We're the
JASY tribe. Proudly led by TAO YI JUN

Yes, and i fell in love with bananas. (: They are rich in fibre. And chocolate. At least, the one i saw at Candy Empire was.

Bought Trolli's Gummies, chocolates. I'm a happy girl. Without money, nevertheless.

Played at the skypark;

handiplast, truth or dare and spin the bottle.

Fun time and sheryl ended up getting her belly button blown by THE MTL.

Saw this real nice GREEN/YELLOW Converse shoe. 60bucks, the pain of my money flying.

Will be saving up for it though.

Chatting with my babyjess now. (: I love her.

-Come back from vietnam, pig.

-Watch new moon with jacob tomorrow? (:

♥ALICIAk.

12 hours, appropriate for me

2009-12-09T20:01:00.002+08:00

To be honest, i slept at only 4 in the morning.
Was watching hanayoridango final. Go tsukasa.

Considering the fact that i got up at 4:30pm, it was good that i actually could take my dinner as breakfast. Chatting with jess. Patched up with her. I'm sorry girl.. I never knew you were so stressed too. Guess i was wrong. I'll be here no matter what!

She doesn't know when she'll be back.. I miss her though. ):
Come back quick!

Oh yes, this goes out to jess, jacob, jiahui, sushan, alexis, joy, ALL PERCUSSIONISTS, whatsoever.
LET'S ORGANISE A CHRISTMAS PARTY!
CRASH SUZANNE'S PLACE.

It's settled then! Tell me if you're interested, please and thank you.
I plan to re-read the Twilight Saga:
Taylor Lautner's hot, once again!

Goodbye world, off to search for more movies.
-ILOVEJESSENDRYL.

♥ALICIAk.

Crazier, Crazier.

2009-12-09T00:06:00.003+08:00

I never gone with the wind,
just let it flow.
Let it take me where it wants to go.

Once again back to blog. What the hell is going on in my mind?
Feeling so stupid. Maybe, just probably, i should stop being a bitch and start being normal.
I don't know what i want.
I want to enjoy band, i want performances, i want people to understand me.
Jessendryl, you promised to help me. Where are you now? In Vietnam doing god knows what shit.

Woke up, 4 unread messages. Deleted them without opening. Had a feeling who they were from. Why bother to go through pain? Slacked, ate, bathed. Normal daily shit. Headed for tuition at 7, after dinner.
A.Shirley confirmed ECP Chalet. It's good. I can forget things there.
At least.

Boredom kills. At least i do know Taylor's here for me. (:
I love you, my werewolf.♥

-Werewolf and vampires.
♥ALICIAk.

You hurt me, bit by bit.

2009-12-08T01:11:00.003+08:00

Girl.
I just found out how much i actually mean to you. After 2 years of friendship.
To be honest, if you simply do not want me to be in your life, voice it out. I know that nobody's perfect and that we all have flaws of our own. However, i thought that we looked past each other's imperfection and forgave everything. At least that is what happened in my case. I should have known your childlike personality will never change, will it?
Foolish me.
From the moment you kept me in the dark as to when you would be leaving, to the moment you stop telling me things at all. What a fool i've been, to be blind and not see the obvious. I just want to tell you this. We've shared so much but the most memorable thing i recall was the nights you would call me and cry. For any other reason, i'd stay there with you, until you feel better. Or at least, until you've got another companion and find no more cause for me to stay on the line.
When you throw a tantrum, i would do the same. We are like two fireballs. Cooling down only after a period of time, and forgiveness follows.
Two hot-headed people, will never stay forever, right?

Whenever you had a problem, a news to share, i was here. To comfort, or at least just to lend you my ear. That was what it was, up until the start of the damned holidays. After the holidays started, everything went crazy. You're not here to listen to my troubles. I have them too, i'm not perfect, not wonderwoman. But, guess what. You're never here. How selfish, selfish indeed.

Would you ever know how it feels like, to find out secrets about people? The two people you love so much? These secrets, that actually came out from the mouths of third parties? That is the best part of it all..
How betrayed i'm feeling. We used to be so happy, you know? Girl, i'm sorry if i have ever let you feel abandoned. I am not sure of how many times i left you alone. The only thing i'm absolutely certain of is that, you threw me away, broke my heart more than i did to you.

Claiming i was the top priority.
Claiming that our friendship would last.
Promising so many things that is impossible now.

I knew it, now that we're in different classes;
Friendship, a word made up of a mere 10 alphabets but, it's such a big word. Such a painful word. I just pray for you to study hard, to keep your future safe. It's alright to not want to talk to me about anything; go to another person. But, please. Do not ruin your future, your studies for a naive reason.

To me, you're the first ever person to approach me when everyone else hated me.
To me, you're naive.
To me, you're my best friend.
Although i might have other friends, you should know that our level of friendship is not on par with others. If you don't, i only have to say that i am utterly disappointed and, the mutual trust is not there.

I am not afraid to let people know who you are.
Not being hypocritical and acting all emotional with words such as these.
Jessendryl.
I'll love you, as a friend, as a sister.
No matter who you become, what you do.

Responded (:

2009-12-07T22:37:00.002+08:00

Christy: PONG! haha. majong majong haha
LOL, play with me sometime again! ):
jiahuii: ohhh,concert with cmz eh? haha. taggged back
Hmm, no. (: Was too tired and lazy to go. Ha.
sheryl: HIIII
Haha! Hello pig!
Christy: http://nine0two.blogspot.com/ change my link.
Linked, baby girl (:
liz: I don't think we'll mind having your bestie around for the movie (= haha and not the WHOLE of perc is comming =(
Well, SuShan's got stuff. Yuri's overseas. Stephanie's got Outward bound Sg. SecOnes, no hope (:
SUZanne: OH.man. really.. *sigh* DIDNT GO FOR THE MOVIE!!! How was it..
It was bad, you weren't there! Not too bad though. Hah!
SUZanne: going HK tomoro.. TRY buy stuff for u all kays..
You had better! Cannot try, must promise.
jacob: ONG IS NOT A NICE SURNAME! TO HELL WITH THAT NAME! LOL, no offense to those who have that surname. i'm just referring to a CERTAIN somebody XD
-Shake shake- I get who you're referring to!

Twilight Saga: New Moon.

2009-12-07T21:49:00.004+08:00

From this day forth, i pronounce TAYLOR LAUTNER my husband.
Damn, i mean. Did you see his abs and absolutely stunning eyes? Oh god. He is perfect.

"♥taylor."
Got up at 8:30 this morning, feeling absolutely annoyed with my brother talking beside me. What is with him and getting on my bed every single morning to disturb my sweet sleep? Met up with Sheryl, Jun and Jiahui in school to discuss some band stuff. James.W told us he would be there 2hours later than the time arranged. Damn pissed, ha. Went into room F2-2 and was surprised, amazed and happy that it was the band room. (: Well, it's at least 3 times the normal band room size. But, happiness doesn't last for long. Why? That's because we found out, that we entered the wrong room. Our STCBand's room is F2-3.Ouch, truth hurts. It turns out that only the service room was the big deal. Nothing special except the carpeted flooring. (: Room space, well. 1.5 times bigger than the old one. (:

No more salivas dripping everywhere, girls!

Headed to LJS for lunch, with Sheryl revealing things i have never expected in my life. Let's just say Sheryl is not the ideal image i once had. Jasmine joined us at 2:30, headed to Vivocity for our section movie. Another revealed piece of information, got me really freaked out. Why, K?!Damn. What's wrong with the world? So many secrets for me today! I can't take it much longer. (: Tell me all the secrets, now! Hah.

Well, movie - to the max. Once upon a time, Alicia Supported EDWARDxBELLA, when she was the ignorant girl reading Stephanie.M's NEW MOON. However, the moment Robert.P revealed his shitty fake body to the world, Alicia puked and strongly falls in love with JACOB Black. The movie did not bring out the edward leaving bella part well enough for me to tear though. I cried when i read the book. Well, words speak louder than actions in this case. Unlike what others say, this movie is definitely worth the watch, because of TAYLOR! ♥ Twilight Fans, Go for it! ♥

Had dinner at skypark with Eliz mummy, Jasmine ahgirl, Myzah meimei and Jiahui bestie. So much fun. Details lazy to be elaborated here. Ask me if you want to know. I don't bite, not like the Cullens. Not at all. Dearest Mummy fetched M.Eliz and i home (: Happy. Stopped by petrol station for magnum ice cream. ♥ Last few pages of "PROPHECY OF THE SISTERS" to be finished before starting on the disappearance of katherine -something- . Hah.

The secret of yours, is safe with me. I am not sure if i can remain sane, with it in my head. Why now of all times? Why you of all people? Damn my life.

-How do you pronounce Swarovski?

-TAYLOR.L is mine to keep.
♥ALICIAk.

S.O.S

2009-12-05T15:16:00.002+08:00

Brainstorming like mad for words to fit the initials;
S - O - S

Idk what's nice. Alexandra's helping with that.
Grace asked me to be her accompaniment for Solo.
Bad News For STCBand!
I just received a call from Ng Guo Hui saying that, all planning and stuff for parents' night is to be put to a pause. This is due to the fact that he isn't sure if we are even going to hold it for sure.
So, we shall have to wait until James Wong returns from his overseas trip.
Damn, i really hope for it to take place.

Whatever it is, let's pray for the best.

Slacking at home and realising the progress of me reading my book (Prophecy of the Sisters) is going really slowly. ):
And, i have two library books due on 13th December, which i have not touched from the day i borrowed them. When is band resuming?
I need to get out of the house. Now.

-Parents' Night
-Should i return the to-be-due books today?

♥ALICIAk.

Fuck you headaches.

2009-12-04T23:50:00.002+08:00

My head's hurting so much and, it's severely affecting my neck and shoulders.
Damn. It hurts so much. ):
Well, not as much as knowing my best friend's keeping something major from me. That hurts ten thousand times more.
Jacob has been asking me to watch New Moon with her. But, i ain't sure.
Considering the fact that i might want to catch this movie as a section.
Bought two new books from Popular while purchasing my textbooks today;
Prophecy of the Sisters and this other book i haven't started reading.

Tried the new McDonald's Teppanyaki Grilled chicken burger for lunch.
Yuck. To me, it barely tastes like the real stuff.
Doubt my words? Try it for yourself.

Well, off to continue from where i left off from my book.
Ciao~

So baby don't worry, you are my only`
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down`
You'll be my only, no need to worry`
Baby are you down down down down down`

I miss my jessendryl. Come back you vietnam pig.

♥ALICIAk.

Eileen Gimgim and Derrick GuGu's Wedding Night.

2009-12-04T17:51:00.003+08:00

I'm supposed to be on my way to City Hall now but, this girl is simply too lazy to get out of the house. Sorry cheechee. (: Do enjoy your concert alright?

Pictures!
" LIM Sisters. "

" PART 2 "

" Toasting on Stage "

" Champagne Tower "

" GRAND MARCH-IN "

Went for an 8-course dinner at NOVOTEL hotel last night for Derrick Gugu's wedding dinner.

Had little pictures because, my camera crashed on me! Damn.

It was good though. Got this set of cute metal cutleries. (: And, SJkorkor was simply dashing last night. With his suit and everything. Ha. Currently listening to MeganandLiz on Youtube. They are awesome.

Well, nothing much today. Settling some stuff on Parents' Night on 29th. (:

Excited to the max.

Feel like changing my blog picture.

-Yes.

-What to do tomorrow?

♥ALICIAk.

Congratulations Derrick & Eileen!

2009-12-03T16:39:00.002+08:00

Heading out for wedding dinner of beloved Derrick GuGu and Eileen YiYi.
Congratulations to both and live in maritial bliss forever ♥ God will bless both of you.

Slacky today, got up at 11.30.
I seriously need band once more. Life sucks without something to do everyday. ):
Well, another 20 days to cca resume. Cannot wait for that awesome day to come.
Still thinking about what to wear for tonight's dinner at some fancy hotel in Singapore. Skirts?
Don't think so. But, that mother of mine will definitely be nagging up my neck if i don't wear something presentable. After all, it is a wedding celebration.
Listening to Britney Spear's '3'.
It's one of her best songs, catchy tune, weird lyrics. (:
1,2,3 ; not only you and me ..

Oh yes, i painted my nails. And buffed them with the awesome present from JH,SS and LIZ. (:
Thank you very much.
It looks good from far. Near, im not so sure.
Will definitely post more about tonight soon. (:

- Wedding.
- Skirt or Pants?
♥ALICIAk.

Best Birthday of 2009.

2009-12-02T16:15:00.002+08:00

I'M FOURTEEN!
Sweet lovely 14!

The 1st of December ended successfully with ALICIA exhausted to the max. (:
That's good.
Tuesday, 1st December was made memorable by the following :
- Stc Percussionists & Bandees;
- Mummy & Daddy;
- Christy darling & Dehui Horse;
- Everyone else who were there. (:

Oh yes, credits to all who smsed me from 12am - 10am.
[Yes, this is in order ;x]
Si Lea - For being the first to message me a BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Karis - For being there throughout!
Xuan Jiejie - For keeping me happy (:
Christy Darl. - For giving me that SUPER LONG MESSAGE. Love you too!
Jasmine - Thanks senior-ita. Ha.
Yi Jun - For calling me a monkey.
Daddy Alvin - For remembering and being there to love me.
Jia Hui - For the awesome party!
Alexis - For the love you shower in band.
Yun Er - For remembering although nobody else in IJBT did. ♥
Joy - For the fun times you brought.
Pei Rong - For remembering even though we weren't best friends. ♥
Evelyn - For being the best childhood friend. ♥
Aunt Carol - For the sweet message.
Jacobbina - For bringing me out on monday and enjoying with me through it all, although you were the FIFTEENth to sms me. Haha!

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List of presents received. (:
Red Packets from:
Aunty Tess;
Uncle Chiang;
Uncle Chew;
Uncle Vincent;
Aunty Cynthia.♥

♥Merci Chocolate! - Jasmine & Cheechee.
Desired Nail set! - Jia hui & Su Shan & Elizabeth mummy.
Green Mini Crumpler! - Karis Girl. (You've made my wish come true.)
Expensive S.R cake! - You know who you are. (:

Ferrero Rocher! - Beloved Brother.
Blue Earpiece! Silver Pouch! Green Earrings! - Beloved Sister.
Blue CareBear! Sweetest Card Ever! - Christy Puneh Darling. ♥
Pineapple Tarts! - Koh Family.
Dinner At Vienna! - Mummy & Daddy.

Well, to sum it up. It was great. Had a party at Liz's house. Played pool. I owe cheechee coke. ):
Haha, they didn't want starbucks. Darn. Tiong Kok Beh still owes me my Caramel Frappe. (:
Had dinner at night at Vienna @ United Square. (: Shiok place to eat, 5 star recommendation.
Am very happy by the end of the day. Got a hug from my jiejie! Ha.

Just learnt that Jacob's joining tuition. (:
Ha.
Facebook pictures are up. (:

W: Birthday
S: I am fourteen!
Q: Is Jess happy in Vietnam?
♥ALICIAk

6 more hours.

2009-11-30T18:04:00.002+08:00

6 more hours until my 14th Birthday?
Kind of excited. (:

Will be having dinner tomorrow with mummy, daddy and the rest. idk who. idk where. (:
Today was ohk. Met Jacob at Lot1 for lunch. That boob kept pressuring me to choose something i liked. So i chose a VAIO laptop. Ha.
Will be having tuition soon enough. 7pm. Roar. Holidays with tuition sucks. ):
Oh yes, big announcement!

MY IPOD EARPIECE SNAPPED. Now im earpieceless. ):
Kinda want one from mummy. ):
Damn, gonna go prepare for tuition now.

ALICIAk -

GENTING♥

2009-11-29T22:57:00.003+08:00

IM BACK! ♥
And yes, i am going to post about my oh-so-shiok 3days 2nights trip.
The following grammar and nouns will not be accurate as, i record what i do every single day. Woo. IPOD TOUCH is the boomxzc. Technology being advanced is good. Real good.

-DAY ONE (27nov)-
Off to Genting highlands i go. At woodlands now to meet up with Christy and Dehui's families. Christy babeh changed car! Dark blue odyssey! Dehui should get a odyssey too. Then we would be a convoy to Genting. Haha. 5.15am now.It's so early and im tired. Excited and hungry too! Where's breakfast? Damn.

Cleared customs at last! And i thought it would be forever to cross countries, although it's just a bridge. Just pumped petrol, M'sia's petrol is a thousand times cheaper. :l
I'm waiting for Christy babeh's car. They're stuck at the first petrol kiosk. Ah, i think im jetlagging. -.- Head hurts. Roar.
Went to some strawberry farm after lunch. The mushrooms looked soooo damnnnn gross!
Like condoms. :x
Pictures on facebook tomorrow! (:

I've had a whole day of fun. It's 11.45pm now and i'm having a pool session with christy darling and dehui.
HAHA (:
Went to the arcade twice today, real fun time. Belle babe and berr were there.
Dehui became the nannydaddy of the day because the CASINO banned him. Oops. x.x
Aww.. Haha.
Dehui and Christy then climbed the wall of rock, never knew Dehui was into Sports! Should have guessed from the tan.. Well, i'm dumb. Anyway, went for dinner at AHYIBAOYU. Awesome and expensive food.. Grr.
Waiting for my turn for pool, Dehui's pwning Christy ):
There's like a thousand tickets won from the arcade waiting for me in the hotel room but, i'm here in the snooker room. Haha! Well, the daddies are playing mini mahjong in my hotel suite so there's no way i can sleep that early. (:
Tomorrow's going to be the fucking best day to look forward to! It's the non-stop one day theme park thingamajig! ♥

It's 1am. Our pool game just ended, at Starbucks.
Got the super big big cup of Caramel frappe.
Thank you very much dehui ♥
Our heart to heart time ends in an hour, mummy demands me back in the room by 2pm.

-DAY TWO (28nov)-

Woke up at 8.45. Stained my bloody bed. One patch. Yuck! Curse Menstruation and whoever let women have it.
Now in a bad mood.. Leaving my room to buy tickets for theme parks!
Damn, mummy's asking us to eat before tickets. Dimsum! ♥
Haha. That sister of mine. Ugh.
Food food, come quickly. now!
Yes, at Ahyibaoyu again -.-

Just finished a nice warm bath. It's 7pm. Today was the blast! Bought indoor and outdoor theme park tickets. (:
There was this weird woman, selling me her ticket, just because she bought extra. She suddenly approached me when i was counting the total money needed. Must have sold it to me 9bucks cheaper because she saw my cute face. HAHA!
But, dehui took it -.- Ass.
And, this other weird old woman asked me buy a senior citizen ticket for her, after i queued for 30mins, she cuts in and ... Typical kiasu.

Went to the outdoor theme park and not the indoor one at all. Damn.
Wasted the money. Took the flying thing at entrance first. A 30minutes queue for one round on the machine, cooling lurh. Haha. Afterwhich, got to the viking. Christy said it wasn't scary, but she screamed so loud beside me, i almost went deaf. Dehui was bloody retarded and opened his mouth so big.. Amelia screamed even before it went 1metre off the ground. People around her was annoyed. Soprano style.
Then some retarded "haunted house" awaited us eh? (: That shitty dehui got on the car thing with me. Throughout the ride, he kept BOO!-ing and AHH!-ing.. Like that would scare me (:<

Afterward, off to the flyer coaster AKA spidersuperman. ( Invented by alicia ) Haha! Fun.(: Christy babeh was about to cry her ass out when she got on. ;x
But the boobster to shout "Let's go again!" five minutes after the ride ended, was nevertheless Christy the poop.
Off to the corkscrew afterward. Close to a 45minutes queue. 2.40 - 3.30. ;x
It was FREEZING. Belle and dehui got on with me. When we finally moved off, dehui was ... AHAH! I mean, who actually says " LET'S ROCK AND ROLL! " Before the coaster plunges 360degrees? Him. Damn. Corkscrew was disappointing. Dehui made a new friend on the coaster while people screamed their lungs out. -.- He even told me the "friend" was from singapore too. -.- I felt my time wasted queueing for the roller coaster.

Went indoors after the weather took a turn for the big freeze. Had billiard and pool game with C, D, some other people ♥..
haha, uncle SZ was bloody pro. Won me by so much, luckily we didn't bet much. (:<
Im young, so valid reason. :p

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Having dinner at mingren restaurant. Awesome food. Mint almond jelly is mineeeee. Will be pooling tonight! Got scolding from mummy. She is ridiculous, blaming me for my sister's behaviour. Shit! ):
Claiming to celebrate my birthday there by making me cry was their form of celebration? Poop.
Went for pool afterward and forgot all about it.
Such an innocent girl right? (Referring to ALICIA) :x Haha.

Mummy reasoned with me the reason of reprimand. Whatever, i got baskin robbins (flavour: piece of cake) so apology accepted (:

12am, Pwned dehui the african pig in pool. He owes me my caramel frappe. >:)
Went for drinks at pub in firstworld with christy, dehui, aunt carol and uncle SZ. Shiokness. Ehem, due to the fact that Christy and Alicia are underaged for heineken beer, we ordered TAIPAN. Some cocktail concoction with vodka and peach with something called grand martier? Wtf. Nice though. (:

Wanted to ride the ferris wheel but, it closed. Well, cant blame them, we wanted it at 1.45am.
Christy and i jumped over the fence and opened the door to the reindeer ride. Bleah, two couples saw us -.- Embarrased. We were defying rules.
Went back to the pub since there was nothing to do. 5minutes later, we went back to our rooms. What a day, sleepy now ♥

-DAY THREE(Nov 29)-

The final day of my 2009 end of year overseas trip. Woke up at 8.30am today and got to breakfast at some cafe called 1 METRE TEH. Had a light meal which consisted of a chicken sausage sandwich and a cup of tehtarik. (: Then, i remembered my tickets won from the arcade. So we hurried to redeem them. Found out there were only 910 tickets. Not 1000.
): Bleah. Redeemed this cute teddy bear in a sack for 600 tickets. I'll take it as a present to myself. Happy birthday alicia!

Mummy helped me to buy 800grams worth of famous amos cookies! ♥
Who wants some? Haha. Left hotel at around 11am after checkout. (:
Stopped by KFC for lunch at 12, stuffed now.
The drive to malacca took an hour, but. It was for shopping (:
Goods of the Day
Nike jacket, RM299 ; Green Adidas Shorts, RM49.
Supposedly another pair of yellow sneakers but, they were out of sizes. Wanted to sue the company.
Al-ikhsan. i ain't sure of the shop name. :x

Roar. Headed back to Singapore, stopped at shell on the way to the customs. Bought dutch lady milk. Tasty ♥. Damn, got a shock when we reached the customs queue at 5.30pm..
The line is insane. Stayed 30mins at the msia customs. How great.
Used the TUAS SG customs instead of the one at woodlands. Rather spend the money than the time. Time IS precious, after all. (:
Had dinner at Raffles Country Club. Eeyer, stuffed to death. Super fun. Pictures with my babe and my Pig ♥ Facebook, again.

It's finally all over. Three days have poofed past, we're back in singapore.

W: Genting
S: Christy, Dehui and Belle. (:
Q: Where are we going on the next trip together? ♥

♥ALICIAk.

Goodbye singapore.

2009-11-27T01:19:00.002+08:00

I just got a new desktop.
It's nice but, i feel empty inside. No need to update on my life, is there? Since no one ever reads it. (:

Karis, idk why youre feeling this way but, i seriously hate it.
I bloody shit want you to smile. (:
Girl, sorry. I'll tell you now.
The KAYLA in my name is there for a reason.
It's called a middle name. Criticise it anyway you like.
My cca in primary school, if you wanna know so much, it's ART CLUB. Ok?
I dont see the point in keeping secrets. What's the deal? I thought we agreed to share?

Nevermind, i'll forget you for three days and enjoy myself.
Goodbye. I'll miss you. <3

Pictures are posted!

2009-11-24T15:01:00.004+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/ALICIA.LWT

Facebook now for all my awesome pictures from prom night to EVOgathering!
Slacky day today. (:
BOREED. (:

Love band. I somehow feel empty without band. I WANT CCA NOW!

5 EVENTS at once.

2009-11-23T12:07:00.009+08:00

Disclaimer: All the posts that are to follow are outdated and late. (:

It has been a long time since i updated. First, to blog about the recent band camp.
Duration - 17th November to 18th November.
Details - 2 days 1 night stayover camp in school.

On the SEVENTEENTH of November. That day marked happiness for me.
Haha! Had 2 hours of sectional drills and sweated it out. The sun was hiding behind the clouds and thus, my wish and hope for a darker tan didn't work out. Seriously, i got to learn how to shout louder, should i want to become DM next year.
Joy and i had to leave straight to go for the graduation night rehearsals, missed games and lunch with band as a result. Ouch.
Had jiahui buy BK for me (: Thanks!
Ate with joy in the canteen and quickly went to prepare for the sec4 item. Eliz (:
Discussed amazing race stuff with committee and held games. Afterwhich, we had to prepare for barbeque. Elizabeth goh is seriously TOO NICE! She prepared the charcoal for all of them. Sweet. (:
Had loads of fun! But, went hungry. Percussion had so little food cause, we spent most of the time blowing the flame. haha! One spark went into our dear eliz's eye.
And once again, i was the monkey who consumed so many so many bananas!
When we sang "right here waiting" for eliz, i was afraid to look into her eyes, for fear i'd cry. But, she didn't tear much. I broke down before her! Haha. I love you elizabeth. You're the best senior anyone could have, visit us more!

Had our bath, quite fun. Watched 15minutes of madagascar before KALLANG ROAR came up.
Nice show. Felt bored though. (:
Uncle choo ! Haha <3
He died though. Sadly. Gangrene kills ):

After the movie, i couldn't sleep. Sadly.
But, elizabeth brought J.BODY! OMG! She is the awesome one. (:
Got stopped halfway when J.wong forbade us to watch NC16 shows. Damn. But, we still watched it when he left to bathe. Mwaha. Jen died in the end, the other girl went to the asylum. Nice show.
Went to steal food while the show was going on. LONDON CHOCO ROLL! <3
Rating and comments - Gruesome, explicit, contains lesbianism.
HAHA!
But it was good, it was.
At the same time, jiejie called me (: She talked to eliz too!
Then when everyone was sleeping... >:)

Alicia the devil came out, with her stack of chicken little stickers.
When everyone was busy in dreamland, chicken little kissed their cheeks goodnight. Haha!
When Alicia.T.D tried pasting one big one on Patricia, Patricia shot her eyes open and stared at alicia. Alicia screamed and ran away. Haha! It was freaky. I swear. ):
However, before going to sleep at 3.30 am, alicia was smart enough to paste one on herself so that nobody would suspect (:

The next morning, everyone was packing up and stuff. Joy and i went for grad day rehearsals. That day's run through wasn't good. I had mood swings. 7 hours of that. WHAT THE EFF.
-.- Didn't eat lunch and was annoyed. Like people say, a hungry woman is an angry woman. :l
Some stuff happened.
-CENSOR-

Whatever it is, i felt kinda happy when i cabbed to JS. (:
Watched their performance, and drills. I swear i can die from it. Fidget. Shit. Haha.
Went home with jiahui, sushan, jasmine and jiejie <3

♥END OF BANDCAMPPOST.
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Graduation Day + Prom Night!

Had fun that day, 19th November 2009.
Reached school at 8am. (:
Wore IJBLUE. Damn wrong. Joy, erica and i screwed.
Had to chiong to borrow council whites. The entire event went through smoothly, fortunately!
I look super chio in blazer. (: Im the man.
Oops. Shouldn't have done that. too bad. (:

Slacked in the band room for a while before going home.
Bathed, dressed up, lip-glossed, blabla. Left for Sushan's place! (:
Ate a little there. Aunty Rose's cooking = 5star. Haha!
And yes, i faced my nemesis among the macaroni soup. THE ORANGE PRAWN. Used my teeth to pluck all its' legs out! HAHA!
And once again, i dressed up in pink turtleneck, black vest, black skinnies, Silver white heels!
Imagine that.. Pictures will be up on facebook soon. (:
Anyway, ate alot. HALAL FOOD WAS BETTER THAN THE BRAZILIAN BUFFET. Had 3 plates worth of desserts ♥ Darn full. Had prom princess votings, ALPHA LIFE performed.
Took pictures. Played cards, did ALOT ALOT!
(:
Went home with liz and silea <3

♥END OF PROM NIGHT -
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Honours' Day at JS. [20Nov]
Hm, real nice that day. Loads of things to say.
The performance was at the beginning and end. Not bad. Mumbo Jumbo wasn't up to expectations ):

Ebby scared the hell out of me. Haha. I think he's adorable though (:
Went for dinner with jiejie, alexis and joy. (:
Yummy duck rice at newton. (:
5 ***** .

Nothing much to post about friday. (:
♥END OF HONOURSDAY.
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CLASS OUTING 2009 and EVOGathering. [ 21nov ]

Reached Pasir Ris MRT station at 9am. Thanks so much daddy ♥!
Met the rest and bus-ed to downtown east. The theme park opened at 10am, we were there 9.30. Talked abit, bought 90bucks worth of tickets. (:
Due to the fact that we were there the moment the place opened, there was no queue for anything!

Haha. Took the boring family coaster for 4 rounds. -.- Cause, nobody was there to go. So the operator just kept going until we were bored. (:
Afterwhich, we chionged to the viking ( Pirate ship ), took it for 5 rounds first. (: HAHA!
Then went for Go-Kart. My legs are finally long enough to step the gas pedal. Boomxzc.
Raced the rest, was first in line ! <3 Haha, Genting will be so much better.
Went for a drink at OrangeJulius. ): There was no orange, AND BANANA! I mean, what's orangej. without ORANGE?! Their Strawberry original sucked to the core.
Left for more after eating pringles. haha!
Went for viking for another god knows how many rounds.
But, i calculated. FOURTEEN times on the pirate ship that day. Haha! I think i'm immune to the ride now. ):
Anyway, played wet and wild. My hair got screwed while coming down and landing in the water. ):
But, went twice. It was a bloody 15metres high! Damn.
Haha. Stupid malay boobs, laughed at me. -.-
Went to play the bumperboat. Shoot everyone who was queueing. Haha! Jamie's face was priceless. SHOCK. O_O.

Went for haunted house. OMG.
I was practically clutching nasuha and Ana. And, my mouth never closed. Literally, it meant, i was screaming all the way. When the damn guy roared beside me, i almost died. Haha. I knelt on the ground.

Went for lunch at BK. OMG. One burger for 5.35bucks. Damn! It's really overpriced!
Got a change of dry clothes, played superman thing, spent 10bucks on carnival games, won some penguin and bear. CUTENESS <3
Left at 3+ and met Celeste at CityHall interchange. (:
My shades were hot. Haha. <3
Made our way to Suntec FOW. Met up with some others and chatted.
Lots of things, and i mean good things, happened. I absolutely love Camp EVO.
Mummy called me 10 times, all turning into missed calls and she flared. -.-
I cried when she screamed at me through the phone. Mel & Sonia were so nice. I love you babes! :D
I wanna go to the camp again!♥

Well, will be going to GENTING this friday. Damn sad. But, christy and belle, we'll camwhore! <3
Pictures, will definitely be up, on facebook!
My birthday's next tuesday. Ohmygoshh! ♥ Can't wait.

W: CaramelFrappe.
S: ThemeParks are the boomxzc.
Q: What'll i do next tuesday?

♥ALICIA K.LIM!

The fourteenth of november.

2009-11-15T16:44:00.002+08:00

It's the 90th day.
Im glad we've survived.
Kelly byebye.

The fourteeth november was a busy day.
Got a lift from daddy to newton food centre to pick up the four babes.
Sushan, jasmine, jiahui and joy.
Headed towards barker for their carnival.
We stayed outside their band room as we arrived one and a half hour earlier than supposed to. Saw the band shift their instruments to the upper level and we tagged along. Bought some stuff from cute and chubby boys, although the banana cake tasted like shit.
There were carrots in there.

BANANA CAKE + CARROTS = Xuan's Favourite. Haha!

Haha, the band played nice songs.
Including Barker fanfare by MBC. It was good. Michael's got a bright future ahead (:
Their sockhop tonight was screwed, but benlam took over and it ended nice. The sec one drumset player got to jiayou!
The Guest of honour arrived in a bloody ORANGE SPORT CAR. What the. Rich school, rich kids.
To prove it, cheeming actually gave MLH 85bucks worth of coupons.
Fish his muda.
And, i got free priority ticket to haunted house..
I liked the free ticket, didn't like the haunted house.
It was my first time going into a haunted house and i swear, i don't wanna do it again.
It was scary.. -.- The "characters" were lifelike, and they grab you! Haha, but.
Given the fact that it involved mechanics, spending 3k on a haunted house, i think it was worth the shock. Bah, we slacked around in the school.

I wanted to talk to many people there but ended up having close chats with ahgirl.
Haha, ahgirl is really nice and, girly. Haha!
Went for lunch at waffletown, balmoral plaza. Didn't have the appetite to eat so, drank coke float. (:
Ahgirl LOVES the banana cake and finished it.
Kenneth was blushing throughout. I found out, that was his facial colour. Haha!
Went back to barker band room, sat there with eliz, silea, sushan, jiahui and jasmine for awhile.
Then joy and th rest came back from JS. :D
Those babes are nice. Well, we practically slacked with others until 3pm when some had to leave.
Eliz and i were left. 0-0
I wanted to talk to the dm and ask some stuff but, eliz was talking so, i waited.. Haha.
Ahgirl saw my boredom and tried talking.
(:
Thanks girl. <3

Anyway, met with some problems and delayed time to go for Cousin's party.
Problems might be settled soon :D Idk.. Pray for the best!

Reached cousin's place, dinner.
Cake was nice, took some candies and went home.
After bathing, went prawning! Haha.
Reached Pasir Ris at around 9?
I refused to prawn after the prawn swam away. They all bully me.
Then, i barbequed daddy's prawn. And, the process of peeling it, instead of pitying me for first time peeling, the prawn's legs pierced into my thumb.
It was shit.
Karis, you must peel for me next time. I won't forgive you if you dont!
♥

Reached home and smsed ahgirlxuanxuan.
I fell asleep and realised ahgirl was up till 2am waiting for my reply.
Darn, i feel mean. HAHA!

Tried calling I.Alvin Daddy.
He screamed at me, Darn!
Well, he's only 22 and becoming a dad of 14 year old. I dont blame him. >:
On habbo now, smsing xuanxuan now.
Bored, 5 more days till keziah's leaving me. ):
I saw her yesterday at the carnival and i felt so so happy to see her. Why? Idk.

W: GUITARS.
S : Keziah's leaving soon.
Q: Who'll celebrate my birthday with me?

♥ALICIA.

Tags replied <3

2009-11-12T22:05:00.003+08:00

Found a new way to reply tags.
In 'mass production'.. Haha!
Well, since my chatbox ain't big enough for 12 replies.
Here goes. Haha.
Although, tags will be replied in tagboard if numbers >3.
Haha ♥.

shijie : Haha, might as well say my entire blog is cool. Woohoo!` ♥ Looking forward to getting my thirteen bucks from you, korkor <3
MATTHEW: I dont want add leh. No point worh. My babygirl says dont need la. (:
` KEZ's ♥: Link you with the rest? No thanks, your link is located under MY ESSENTIAL NEEDS girl.
MATTHEW: You didn't? Haha. I thought you liked doing that.
Amelia♥ : Woohoo. Thanks!
MATTHEW: I know im nice. No need constant reminders, old man.
MATTHEW: No thanks. Kayden's nice. My babygirlkez thought of it. Kaya's wrong.
sabrina: Im fine with anything! haha.
` KEZ's ♥: Exactly! He bully me. SLAP HIM! Haha.
MATTHEW: Ohmygod. This is the fifth tag in 2 days.. You really have nothing to do?
jacob: 16th, not up for it. I will be busy packing for the moving of schools. Ah darn. The entire next week, not free. Oh, but i'll be seeing her this saturday so i guess i'll give her a hug and a kiss. (: That should last her a memory until she comes back >:)

♥ALICIA KAYLA LIM.

Computer's screwed up.

2009-11-12T21:22:00.002+08:00

My laptop's really screwed up now. Got to go get it rebooted soon. Might be a virus? Idk.
Transferring my unlimited stuff into 3 thumbdrives. It might not work but, it's better than letting it rot in the computer.
Many tags to reply. Roar.
Had band for the past few days, which resulted in me not being able to update. But, here i am.
Boobs, missed me? Well. For information, i guess kelly doesn't fit me well. So, it's sort of not going well. (:
Take it easy and move on, i will :)

Band was extremely exhausting. It was the first time i EVER felt that band was energy-consuming. Crap. Haha. Past two day's practice was normal. Like always. Today's was different. Haha. We got new songs : Yorkshire ballad & Nottingham sketches.
Will finally be an all-rounded percussionist. I've played almost everything in the section, from timpani to drums, to cymbals, accessories and mallets. Awesome!

Anyway, felt really really tired. Idk, but yes.
Today's band practice- Arrived 2minutes after appointed time and guess what. I was marked as ABSENT for today's practice. Aw darn. But, i don't care. (: Band's not just about attendance and stuff. It's about the experience and fun.
Had breathing exercise, for an hour or so. And went for warmups.
Well, normal band stuff. La Storia. Blabla.
But, today was really, weird. Yuri had massive PMS moodswings.
And, due to the fact that she is the ASL, we do have to respect her..

I did, she ordered us not to sit at all during band. I mean, what?!
Im really really tired and we can't sit. OK. I took it down, babe.
But, when she felt backaches, she sat down and didn't give two hoots about me and jiahui's thinking. Yuri, i know you're nice and all but, don't throw things like tantrums on us when you're having emotional problems. We do not live to swallow things you spit.
Shit.
Haha, i got to respect my senior <3

Will be going out with Alexis, joy, suzanne, jiahui, jasmine and some other boobs on saturday (:
Might be having lunch with Karis.
Woo. (: I love my karis barbie.
My keziah babygirl too.
Darn, i feel so lesbianised. Haha. Lesbianism might be a good thing.
Bah.
Oh yes, there's band uniform at last! Haha. Colours suck to the maximum.
But, adjustments will be made. (: EXCITED!

Well, might be calling Karis now. (:
She's really cute. Haha, boomxzc.
Stephanie and the rest are finally coming back to band. Im happy (:
Thank you, SL.
SecOnes still don't get it like myzah. Ugh.
Come on girls, i'll kiss you if you come!

Alexis, do cheer up babe, everyone's here for you.
Anything, tell me kays?

Wotd: KARIS
Sotd: Yuri's an emo girl.
Qotd: Will i become DM next year?

♥ALICIA.

New skin, new pictures!

2009-11-09T13:38:00.004+08:00

BOOBSXZC !!

If you are smart enough to have realised, my blogskin's different now!I sort of took an addiction to the colour GRAY.

Grey/gray, whatever the spelling is. I love it. To the maximum.

Bloody loving myself in straight rebonded hair. It was some time ago though. 3months?
Haha. Face hasn't changed much. Bangs are still there, practically. So is my attitutde towards life, except, i may be taking life more actively. Afterall, Camp EVO has changed me!

I did some minor changes to the blogskin.

Basecodes remain.

The "plurxzc" portion was definitely added in.

Banner on top?

Work of Alicia Lim - 2 hours. The quality definitely isn't there. But, it wasn't done with photoshop so, what can be expected is the final product above!

Bleah.

Oh yes, NCO pictures are finally up. I found the bloody black cable. Seriously, im not letting mummy keep it anymore. It's mine from this day forth.

Just received information that su shan dyed her hair red and brown?

Uh, alright. I sort of like the combination but, i would only see the end product tomorrow. ):

Class outing! I want a shitass class outing! Now! Sze Yin will be ringing up Downtown East to enquire about the prices and time today. Student price preferably. But, what the heck, they set the rules, we abide.

Have been trying to stay active on FaceBook.

Saw sonia tagging I.Terence's wall with:

"TERENCEEEEEEEEE!I miss talking to you at night,just like the last night!Good luck for NS! must come for gathering k!"

Haha. Her definition of gathering refers to the one on Sat, 21 Nov @ Suntec's Fountain of Wealth. NCPC will be having a mini carnival there over the weekend! woohoo <3

I'm not sure if i should go. Weird though. I.Weekiat did promise presents! Heh heh >:)

Current status: Chatting with I.Alvin!

He turns out to be a nice guy. A little, egoistic. But still, nice.

Musician. Singer. What else can he not do?

Oh yeah, he has a daughter. By the name of Tifa.

Cute girl, i admit..

Real cute. LOL.

He's only 22, she's 4 years old.

He admits to single parenthood. Tsktsk.

I don't really bother about people's background, as long as they're honest and nice.

And talented. Woo.

Oh yeah, band solo song has been decided for me:

Right here waiting by Richard Marx.

Sentimental and lovely song, hope Ms Tan will pass me! Haha.

Recently, i've taken a liking to having a middle name.

Take Alicia Kayla Lim for example.

The perfect name.

Idk. AKL sounds good as initials. I love the letter A & K alot alot.

A for Alicia.

K for Kayden.

L for LP. Haha.

Evokias would understand LPPL. <3

Yes, i did not forget about the NCO parade pictures!

Nice formation.

Percussionists!

I love this <3>

I think this was the DM from Barker?

Pink shirt = First DM of STC!

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Apparently, i hate posting pictures here. So annoying. Well, check the rest of the pictures out on facebook:

www.facebook.com/alicia.lwt <3>

Wotd: Kayla

Sotd: Alicia Kayla Lim

Qotd: Why is my blog banner so nice? :l

♥ALICIA.

NCO PARADE.

2009-11-07T20:13:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 12pm.
Ate some light food. Wasn't really hungry.
Watched some chinese sad movie. Touching though. :D
Taught me how to embrace fears. Haha. EVO <3

Anyway, got ready to go by 3pm? Yeah.
Met sushan at Jurong East Interchange and she was screaming at me cause i was damn dark -.-
WTF. Nevermind. Im nice uh. Forgave her.
Talked all the way to newton. Met Joy, Alexis, Janice, HaeIn at station before heading up to meet jiahui. <3

Went to take dinner. I drank 2 cups of bandung. needed pee so badly after that.
Left to bustop to take bus to the parade. Saw michael there :o
But, we left first. Cause we kiasu, wanted seats so bad. So bad. SiLea was there already.
When we reached, the crowd was WOW -.-
Si Lea was sitting on the STEPS. OMG. What kind of seat is that?

Anyway, watched dm's performance first. I spotted dingyan from barker and our dear empress, BLOSSOM! Woohoo ~ <33
Then alexis and joy and jiahui. Spotted jasmine&Mingzhe from bm's performance, i didnt ):
Whatever uh.
Had loads of fun afterwhich. Hoped kezkez was there ):
Went for dinner with alexis, joy, silea, jiahui and suzanne. at macdonalds <3
We weren't allowed dinner with barker boys so we didn't go together le. Blossom didnt wanna go. She said her parents were picking her up <3
Sushan's dad ferried us ALL home afterwards. He's such a nice dad <3

Haha. Played with her car. OMG.
Awesome Lexus car babe ;
Alright, going to find a song to play for band solo now. <3

♥ALICIA.

CAMP EVO III.

2009-11-07T19:27:00.003+08:00

As the days pass, im missing my babes&hunks from camp resilience more and more.

[3rd November]
Woke up at 6:25 when assembling time was 6:30.
I wasn't wearing a watch and the sky looked dark. It ended up that my entire tentmates and i were.. PUNISHED.
Yes we were indeed, i carried my stuff to the holy ground. Apparantly, Ethan caught me and the rest. We were made to do 100 TTLS. (Twinkle twinkle lil' stars.)
Ouch. My hand was aching.
Then, we received information that we were NOT doing flying fox today. OMG. We were damn ass annoyed.
Whatever the case. We got to do it on the third day <3
Groups 1,2 and 3 did flying fox. The rest helped to erect more tents. Cause some boys complained. I seriously think the girls were more macho than the guys.

GO GIRLS !

After erecting tents, we proceeded to the canteen for lunch <3
It tasted like shit but, we had no choice. Did we?
We then did IRC. OMG. I swear, after crossing the first stage, i hugged the pole for 15minutes before deciding to continue second stage. It was 7 storeys high eh.. Can drop dead.
I suey enough, first girl to go on the most difficult part of the IRC. There were a total of 3 stages, cross all and come back to starting point.

Stage 1: Step on this small plank, then climb up this seat. And it goes on and on. Pictures will explain later. I hugged on to the ladder and instructors helped me across. I was about to pee in my pants, i swear to god.

Stage 2: Hang on for your life to this rope. ONE ROPE. Across, idk? 3metres? -.- Supposed to climb across using any method. The retarded guy said, climb inverted so that your legs and hands are on the rope and then move forward, like a CAT. Walao. I would if it weren't so high up!

Stage 3: Nothing to hold on to except the strap on your waist. !! Step on stones to move. Woo. I almost screamed. LOL.

Well, the IRC was challenging. I sweated like crazy. Anxiety.
After that, my group ( AKS - AngKongSiao ) thought it was resting time cause it was physically exhausting. Who knew, the moment we sat down at the campfire area, Ethen demanded the ENTIRE EVO KIA COHORT to go down pumping position and stay there until this bratty girl by the name of YENLING went down the flying fox. We were down in position for at least 30minutes. Cause Yenling refused to get down. She cried. I cried too. Cause it hurt, alot. And i missed Kelly so much. Well, people say that, the moment you cry, everything sad pours out. So yeah. Emotions were out of control. Legs went numb -.-

Ethen pushed her down in the end cause she stuck there for an hour and stalled the rest, which caused us not being able to do flying fox. Thanks yenling <3 -.-

We then got dinner. Some shit ass dinner. Again No surprise.
Afterwhich, we all kena punishment for not cleaning the campsite. I saw kah hoe getting angry. Aww. To be honest, he was sort of cute. In the girl way. Idk. He blushes PINK when he exercises. They call him QUEEN. Oh man, im turning bisexual >:)

Haha.

Anyway. Third day was somehow the same except, we did FLYING FOX !! And became food for mosquitos -.-
Seriously, i had like 30++ bites everywhere. It was SICK..
We were supposed to do Jetty Jump but, low tide. AKS boh luck sia.
All not fun de. So we stayed indoors. Woo. Quite cooling though. They had a dodgeball thang. No wait. Dodgeball was second day. :l

<33

Fourth day, jetty jump. I jumped TWICE <3
Second time was for the TV crew, they filmed the camp for CRIME watch. Watch out for me kay? :l
It was awesome. 3metres high uh. BenWei says so <:
Impact was huge. Ouch. I drank seawater for the first time. It was SALTY.
Aaron and i refused to swim out of the water, cause the weather was damn hot.
So both of us lingered there with instructor clemence. :l
We talked, laughed etc. Then suddenly, my head hit the ladder. -.-
Damn pain. There were massive waves pushing and pulling me. I thought i was dying. Aaron started floating away. Lucky got hold of him. Shit. We grabbed on for hell. Shiokness but still, big tide currents~
After the current died down, i drank for seawater -.-
Found out the current was caused by a boat like 50m away from us! -.-
WL. Aaron was cursing the boat. LOL. I.Clemence just laughed.
It was fun though.
Then we packed up and left ubin. Laughed all the way.
AKS (Group 7) won third place overall. Good job! <3
We got.. FOOD ! heaven <3

It was shiokness in camp EVO III.
Cheers evo kias. I'll wait to meet ALL YOU GUYS NEXT YEAR !
Seriously, i love each and everyone.
Celeste princess ; Carissa queen ; Sonia boob ; Melissa loudspeaker especially <3
Had a bomb together <3

Haha. Just wished that more STC girls could go uh.. ):

Pictures will be up soon. Cause..
I can't find my camera USB cable -.-
Will post about NCO parade. It was awesome <3

Wotd: EVOlve!
Sotd: I LOVE CAMP EVO!
Qotd: Will i go to Camp Evo IV? (YES, OF COURSE!)

♥ALICIA.

NCPC CAMP. <3

2009-11-05T17:39:00.003+08:00

Missing from blogger from monday to thursday.
Being forced by subconcious mind to post now. How sucky is that?
Oh yes. Few things that needs to be highlighted before the long post on camp.

1. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY <3

2. I AM TAN!

Alright. Back to business.
Day by day now, wouldn't wanna stress us out, would we?
Pictures will be uploaded to http://www.facebook.com/. :l
Not now though. After posting, going to change for daddy's birthday celebration at United Square.

DayONE:
Met the instructor incharge, damien chew and the rest of STC babes at Pasir Ris station. Roar.
Ethen was the camp incharge, i swear that i would die with him as a father.
;l Bused to Changi Ferry Terminal, where we sat for an hour?
Talked shit. Realised i didn't bring my cutleries&cup for camp.
Whatever. Haha.
Pulau Ubin, :)
Bumboat ride there was shaky. Took the boat with Sonia;Melissa and some other Manjusri people. Idk, idc.
Trekked a bloody long way to the campsite.
Seriously dropped stamina! Wow..
It was tiring like hell, i swear.

Played some icebreaker games, Facilitator Freddy.
Managed to memorise team members names:
Celeste, Cerlyn, Amira, Rosali, Amirul, Ashwyn, Khashep, Danniel, Ismail, Syafiq, Guo Xiang, Ker Yan and Jepson.

Awesome? I know.
Haha. Played stuff like SPLAT! , HANDIPLAST! ..
Woah. Then we got named Ang Kong Sai, AKS for short?
All thanks to the hot swollen 'tattoos' that dan. and ism. had on their thighs - Courtesy of Freddy.
We then went on an island orienteering thing.
It poured like hell, i really know i enjoyed that the most in the entire camp. Idk why.
It was the time i felt one with nature.
The time i felt that there were things to love me.

Used the raining opportunity to talk to the rest. Woohoo.
I rock. Seriously socialised like hell.
Idk how did i ever, ever survive~
We were Group 7. AKS.
Then we came back earlier, It's all that matters for the points.
60 marks.

Alright, as im typing this, im feeling tired and dozing off.
Post tomorrow. Really cannot continue ~

BOREDOM MUCH?

2009-11-01T09:31:00.002+08:00

Darn this laptop. I want a new one.
Apparently, my oh so awesome brother just destroyed the laptop programs.
Everything's displayed with time and dates instead of the original program names? How nice that is. I know his mathematics is good. Numbers, poop.
Shit? I know.

Whatever. Im a happy girl. Found an mp3~ Woo.
Some Samsung S2 Pebble thang. ohohoh!
Haha, found it while ransacking my stuff. Now im a happy girl with an ipod and a compact mp3 thing. Pictures will be uploaded. Soon.

Im requesting for a new camera for my birthday.
Nikon D5000 maybe?
Exactly one more month to go.
Today's Ahgong R. And AhMa J.'s birthday. Will be dropping by their place to give presents at five plus? Idk.
Got to go meet Tan&Wong to discuss stuff on band.
The location was changed so many times, im messed up on where to go.

Real bored. Might be logging to Habbo for just 5minutes.
Got the latest throne sofa. Poop.
Nothing much to post for now.

♥ALICIA.

Four days to go.

2009-10-26T20:25:00.002+08:00

Less than a week more to the annual year end holidays. How time passes yeah?
This is real fast. 2 years with my beloved two dee babes.
Wow. Misunderstandings, fun. So many stuff we've all been through together.

From One Deirdre to Two Deirdre, Well, the time we've been through were awesome.
So what if we get compared to other classes? Bah. We know we're together in the heart, that's all. Two Cee might be better academically. We excel in different things. We learn from our mistakes, don't we? Yes we do.

Well. First to blog about school.
Had Class Family Time for 2 periods; completed some prayer thang. I know, im not even close to being a christian or catholic. What. Schools. Bah. Played TABOO.
Groupings were similar to previous time.
I belonged to Team A With Danii, Weixin, Ameera, Jacobbina, Irfanah, Chanel, Elizabeth, Melissa, Ana, Ying Qi, Jessendryl, Kristal, Ednes. Im guessing there's more but well, memory fails me. Aunty Kez was sleeping throughout. Oh my. LOL.
Well, we ended up getting a 19 point score against Team B of 20.
Not too bad.
Had 2 free periods of mother tongue lessons, well, laura lim wasn't in class.
Headed to the air conditioned equipped library to self-study. Was reading through Jacob's manga. Woo. QIAN JIN XIAO JIE XIN JIA NIANG - <33
Book 5 HAS TO COME OUT NOW. How can you keep me waiting? How.
Recess from 10:20 to 10:55.
Well, headed back to class and thought that we had literature but no.
Donna Koh never appeared. We had a fruitful ONE PERIOD.
Today was seriously shack. If it was not for band, i would have never gone to school.

Now, Second to blog about band.
Band. Started at twelve. Early? School dismissed at eleven thirty.
Well, Conductors were absent as usual.
We had practice until 4. 6pm was way too long, we could never take it.
Well, i was supposed to take today's fall in, i presumed ; with maisie.
But, Charm. took charge so i guess you could say i felt disappointed, a little?
Haha. Felt excited for drills though.
And, elizabeth's having O levels. She's the best senior anyone could have!
Good luck for all your papers lao ren!
Anyway, played La Storia & In The Winter Of 1730s'.
Wow. The songs were fun. Laughed & Tried to make the session less, emotional feeling.
Evina actually said she felt that Stephanie was feeling emotional.
Everyone could tell, she didn't need to emphasize.
Well, SL. If you read this post, cheer up! Don't let the entire section worry yeah?
I tried playing the role of a JELLYFISH when band was taking a break.
LOL.
Should have seen me moving my hands stretched out infront, wavestyle and moving like a crab. I think i might call this move the jellypok.
LOL. Idk. That was real random.
Band ended, ate at Kentucky. With Jiahui Sushan.
I think im starting to fall in love, with band.
Triple Hoorays for me.
Percussion Section is honestly the place you can have fun in band. To some, band might be a place where it's scary with the conductors and all but hey, fun is created from oneself. Percussion is doing exactly that! Don't be jealous, i'll kiss you. <3

Well, Third to blog about tomorrow.
Off to the Singapore Discovery Centre.
Long awaited, Jacobbina and Kez. Woohoo.
Let's take pictures, i'll post them here and we'll all take a good laugh.
Aunty Jacob better bring her camera. Mine broke down.
Kez, cheer up tomorrow please. I think it's solemn when youre down. Honestly.
We're only going to have 4 days left together as classmates. We might not be next year. You'll definitely drift away from me. I dont want that. So, make the time we have now fun! Youre my KezKez for life. Life i say.

Fourth, about the class outing in November.
Well, I found out about the details of prices of the various locations,
namely the Escape Theme Park, Wild Wild Wet and the Skating Rink in Kallang.
Before revealing anything, i would like to say that this is purely for students from secondary 2d 2009 only. No bringing outside people along please. We would all like this to be part of our memories yeah? Woo.
Oh yes, since we are ALL ABOVE THE AGE OF 12, We naturally fall under the adults section for prices of tickets. Sad but true.

Escape Theme Park : SGD17.70 for unlimited entry for an entire day.

Wild Wild Wet : SGD15.50 for unlimited entry for an entire day.

Skating Rink : SGD13 with student pass shown. 2 hours only. This price only covers the admission tickets, think about the skates rental! That's the bombxzc.

Well, 2D reading this, do tag at my tagboard or tell me your decision in class please and thank you. Well, to conclude my post, i love 2D! Tomorrow's excursion is a similar class outing! Woo.

Cotd: GREEN! [ Just look at the font ^]
Wotd: Deirdre.
Sotd: Looking forward to outing tomorrow!
Qotd: How many people are going for the class outing?

♥ALICIA.

TwentyThirdOctoberOhNine.

2009-10-23T20:05:00.003+08:00

3 days of not posting.
Today's post was specially for kez.
Well. Nothing much happened the past few days so i see no point in posting.
Had band yesterday. Was fun. I guess.
Stephanie was having emotional mood swings. I skipped lunch, once again. Was in class waiting for jess and sylvia to finish talking.
Charmaine took drills, i was straining my ears to figure out what she said. Seriously, got to project your voice girl, you got to. Our future Drum Majorette <3

Got the news from someone though.
Someone said charmaine was dm? O_O
Idk. Idc.

Anyways, talking to Marsh now.
He's laughing and laughing and laughing -.-
What the hell.
His dad just came home. Boob.
Oh, surprisingly, Yun Er was the ONLY PERSON who remembered my birthday.
She smsed me, to my surprise and asked what i wanted.
Thanks !! <3
However, idk what i want. It's like, i want presents and gifts. Loads of them. But idk what the heck i want at all. This year, there might not be a party.

Guess what. The first year after fourteen years, without a party.
I feel so hurt. I mean, seriously? My parents, are they busy or tight with finances? Idk.
Nevermind, i guess Genting is good enough. I should be contented to be there with C.darling and B.Dear. Wee.
Whatever the case, i feel so numb! Ah.

The numbness is killing. We wont contact from the twenty-fifth onwards till the fifth november. That's TEN DAYS.
I feel like dying.
Nevermind, looking forward to Camp EVO III.
Woo. Pulau Ubin ♥.

Yun Er wants me to meet up with her on birthday. She wants to spend the day with me, since i'll be alone. Thanks. I really appreciate that. Keziah will be in Vietnam. Wow. I feel hurt.
Oh and, do remember to give me presents everyone, you'll make alicia very happy!
Haha. I dont wanna be forgotten yeah?

Im a girl with a broken heart, but no matter you'll never see me cryyy ~
Rihanna's CRY. Makes alot of sense.
Taking Nine Pee Em DJ Session.
Do support me <3
Alright, nothing much to post, today was boring.

Wotd: Birthday!
Sotd: I want my presents and hugs!
Qotd: Why am i alone on the first of december?

♥ALICIA.

Habboe-sg.

2009-10-19T20:18:00.002+08:00

Wow. Today was fun.
Just fun enough for me to die. Sense the sarcasm?

Got recruited to become full time deejay on www.habboe-sg.webs.com.
Yes, it is a bloody small-scaled thing. Too bad. I like it. Because people there are nice. And they will never leave you alone for your birthday!
Well, had fun time djing. Tomorrow's 1pm-3pm slots are booked, by yours truly.
Suck it up.

Alexis shared some stuff with me. Im real happy for her.
Kez never contacted me for the entire day.
Kelly said hi on messenger.
Nice.

Seriously bored and out of life. Requesting for deejay session slot.
I wanna host show. Give it to me babeh.
Haha. That was seriously no life.
Hoping to become deejay incharge. Or something on that line.

Wotd: DJ.
Sotd: The online world is the great escape.
Qotd: Will i get promoted in Habboe?

♥ALICIA

18 october. Woo.

2009-10-18T20:09:00.002+08:00

I totally forgot what i was gonna post.
Seriously. Watching Hannah Montana now. It's the best stupid show ever.

Oh wait. I remember.
Im going to GENTING!
AND PULAU UBIN.
AND MAYBE BATAM.
Idk. Well, im not wanting to stay in Singapore for long. Nothing to do.

Tomorrow's a holiday. Yeah.
Oh and, Genting will definitely be with grandparents, parents, aunts, uncles, cousins and Teo Family. Yay belle dear.

Im sorry Kez. Idk what to believe now.
Give me time. I love you loads girl.
Without fail, i will stand by your side.

Wotd: GENTING!

Sotd: I miss my belle dear.

Qotd: How long more to Pulau Ubin?

♥ALICIA.

Friends are? Shitasses.

2009-10-17T19:21:00.002+08:00

Gradually, you'll feel that life is fun.
He forgives me. But still ignores me.

Why? Idk. Im not sure. Im worn out. It's been an entire week without a call from him. Im really extremely tired of this game. You know i miss you so much. Kez, another faggot.
Leave then. No matter. Tonight alone in my room. I'll be. I do hope for everyone not to reveal this mask of mine. Let me appear happy. Let me get by, let me pray to god.

Maybe, just maybe, the virtual world online is the only place i can find friends. Kez is getting another guy. Haha. I got nothing to say any longer. I thought she had just cried to me, i thought she had sworn never to want to get hurt by another guy? I thought many things, all turning out to be incorrect, to be wrong. Kez, why does the story keep repeating? You tell me you had enough. That you don't wanna be hurt by another guy. That you will never trust in love? But now it's matthew, your claimed twin. Wow. Im hurt. Everyone continues their lies, their blatant lies. No matter what, what's most important is my results and where i land next year. Friends are just strangers in your life who say hi.

There ain't no nothing you can do anymore.
It was this way in primary school,
i thought it would change in STC.
No, it's the same story replaying.
I have no friends, do i?

Friends, bloody shitasses.
Idk why im in a foul mood. Please come and unlock this mystery. Someone.

WOTD: Friends.
SOTD: She's attached, again?
Qotd: Why are people always throwing me away?

♥ALICIA.

(:

2009-10-17T18:27:00.002+08:00

Hey boobies reading my blog.

Im currently bored.

Went out today for some time.

Spent money.

Ending the post here.

Simply too tired to continue.

Will post later.

♥ALICIA.

End of examinations.

2009-10-16T17:42:00.005+08:00

A month ago, it was the END OF YEAR EXAMINATIONs.
Now, it's the END OF EXAMs.

Boom shit.
Habbo's burning with the topic of Ris. What the. I know. It does not make any sense.
Whatever.
Just accompanied Jess on audi. She's feeling so down. I saw her cry once more. Why? I don't know.
Jason, i hope you can comfort her. Please and thank you.

Went to bugis Junction today.
Jacob and jess. Foul mood much?
Jacob refused to take neoprints with us. What was that.
We travelled all the way to Bugis and she says no, even fussing up so much.
Fine. So Jess and i had fun. So much fun.
We screamed and jumped, until the machine shook like insane.
Ripped small picture of neos from Kez darl. :

(Click to zoom in)

Nice? I like the GuanYin one.
But, my heart aches. So much. I wanted to cry as well.
At LRT station, i thought i was hallucinating.
There was so much resemblance you know?
From back view, side view. I thought it was, but reality struck and it wasn't.
Im missing him so much. Why the stupid quarrels. Idk. He said i was nonchalent.
Ok. Forget it. I'll self delude. I promise you, i will. I will keep using temporary methods to numb myself. Since you like it that much. I have forgotten about Saturday, but not about the 14th of October. I waited until 23:30. Nothing.

You want me to have joy once more? I will. I am now. I'll do everything i can. Im not as weak as jess. I won't cry like hell to make you come back. It really isn't worth your time and mine to make our lives miserable. Over a bloody incident. No.
Honestly, there is no place on earth where you can live in self denial and happiness. Yes, im a bitch.
No worries about that. I know how to live on.

But, i don't know what to do now. I thought that when the examinations end, will come fun. I was utterly wrong. There is no such thing. I thought we could spend time together like we did. I want to. But since, you are stressed out, then i wont. Alright? I wont. I won't bother you. I'll wait.

End of 2009 examinations, Mathematics Paper 1 was simple enough. I did it.
Now it's time to hope for everything to run smoothly.
As a matter of fact, i got chosen for the speech competition. The Oral Communications Course. Tsk. Nice? But, i won't have the mood by Wednesday, not unless something changes.

Daddy's leaving for China this monday.
Kez's leaving for Vietnam next month.
He might be leaving me for good.

Just when my birthday is arriving, just when i thought i would have an awesome time.
No.
Chalets are all fully booked.
Friends are all fully booked.
Nobody is here to celebrate anymore.
They say they would.
Now? It was a bluff, a bluff that worked on me.

This time round, nobody will celebrate the 14th birthday with me. Fourteen. Fugged up fourteen. I feel cheated, alone and unwanted.
Kez was supposed to be here with me. Was supposed to go on a trip with me. She lied. She's leaving, she's not coming back in time for my birthday. I spent hers with her. She's not.
Kelly has left. Why? You wanted me to meet you for my surprise. You promised. You lied. You're not coming back either, are you?
Why? The two people. The two, other than my parents, dearest to me.

Never. Ever.
Never will it be the same.
Now im lost, in a maze im trying to figure.
I had a dream last night. About me taking drills in school.
It's as though a hint, to tell me about the responsibilities i have. To tell me not to do things i shouldn't. Now what?

Is it really time? I don't want to.
Leaving people behind is not right. God will never let me go to heaven.
Suicide, a bloody waste of love.
Suicide, a bloody waste of time.

Wotd: Hallucination.
Sotd: Heaven isn't a place on earth.
Qotd: Am i really spending my birthday alone?

♥ALICIA.

U

2009-10-14T13:18:00.002+08:00

Cause i can't stop thinking bout you girl.

SuperJunior, the hottest, awesomest boy band. And im not fan crazy. Try insulting me. :l
Siwon (: Best. Hot. Nothing bad to say. Woo.

Also, anyone minds telling me what FTW means? Finish The Word? Idk. I keep forgetting. Hah. With age comes short term memory. I guess that's how it goes?
Had Physics and Biology Paper today. Biology was fun. Physics was hair-tearing. Ah Crapxzc. Woo. Idk why i like xzc so much. LOL. Makes the word look.. COOLXZC? Haha. Bloody retard.

Went to TMc to brunch today.
Current Status: Replaying U 7 times & chatting with KezKez.
TMc, ate stuff that's worth SGD4.75. Im poorer now. Heck.
We were "the source of noice". Quoted from famous writer(SJH). Wow. I met her in real life. Don't be jealous of me. Too bad you dk SJH. She's the BEST writer with the PERFECT command of english. Wtv. Jacob and Kezkez started talking about fart. What. I know. Pfft.

They talked about how they farted during exams. For now, since im real lazy to type what they said, i ripped from KezKez's blog. Woo.

Their conversation yesterday. Practically repeated the same ass crap at TMc.
(Warning: For people who thinks that insulting fart is shit, please scram. Red words, my added stuff.)

***

K: I want to sit down . Going to puke .
J: No seat larh .
K: Har... T.T
J: Aiya , let's be uncivilized . (Puts bag on floor)
K: *hesitant*
J: (Squats on her crumpler bag)
K: LOL . (Puts bag on floor)
J: (Squats happily , so uncivilized- I called her a barbarian.)
K: (Sits in th middle of th door)
J: LOL . WTH . Why you sit there ?
K: Cus no space mahhs . >.<"
J: Sit here lah ! (Points beside her , still on floor)
K: Fineee . (Takes up bag and sits)
J: I want to fart .
K: LOL . Don't fart in th position you're sitting now. - NOTICE: SHE IS SQUATTING -
J: LOL . I feel like farting .
K: Sit like how I'm sitting thn fart . (Sits crossed leg)
J: Why ?
K: Cus when you fart th air go to th ground . Not to me .
J: WTH ?
K: Please use your bag to cover your leg also . So no smell .
J: *Laughs*
K: Shyt . I'm going to fart too .
J: HAHA .
K: Nvm , I can ren .
J: LOLS . Okay .
K: You know I farted during exam ?
J: Me too !
K: LOL ! I controlled it .
J: Mine was like -HOONG!-
K: O.O? Mine was soft .
J: Mine is silent .
K: LOL . (Makes constipated fart sound with mouth)It sounded like PEEEEEE~
J: I tell you how my brother farts (Try use hand and make sound)
K: LOL . OMG . You know how my grandpa fart ? -BOOM-

What. I was laughing literally. Making so much noise at TMc. Feeling guilty now.
On train towards Cck..

WARNING! THE FOLLOWING STORY CONTAINS CONTENT RATED NC-16. KIDS BELOW THE AGE OF SIXTEEN ARE STRICTLY FORBIDDEN TO GO FURTHER.

***

So. Now's the list of crap.
Once upon a time jacobbina, alicia and jessendryl decided to turn good and pure.
Therefore, they decided not to use anymore crude language. (:
The sacred list of names were created. These three geniuses created the perfect little words.
Nobody knows who made which but, they are ALL, i emphasize, ALL, copyrighted by the dirty fellows. Namely Kayden, Keziah and yes. Jacobbina.

This list of sacred names have been sworn to be used by and only by these three geniuses.
Together, they made the oath on the train, with Pastor.S as their witness:

We, the unpure and sick trio, promise to never ever say anything bad again. Regardless of anger, sadness or regret, to make this society clean, so as to achieve happiness, non-sickness and purity for our country.

Then,

From now on, we pledge to only use these words.
Instead of CheeB, We'll use Jacob.
Instead of Saliva, We'll use Jess.
Instead of NehNeh, We'll use Alicia.
Instead of Pangsai, We'll use Grace.
Instead of Kaching, We'll use Sabrina.
Instead of Pangjio, We'll use Crystal.
Instead of Sleep, We'll use Matthew.
Instead of Arm/Hand, We'll use Jiahui.
Instead of DorZai(Belly Button), We'll use Keziah.
Instead of Mucus, We'll use CheeMing.
Instead of Smelly, We'll use Xiang.
Instead of I/Me, We'll use Kayden.

The above list is not exhausive.
Well, then on the train towards Bangk.
The following conversation with Pastor.S might seem dumb.

A: Woo. Im bored. Im going to write down the sacred list of names.
S: Ohk. I'll help.
A: *Writes*
S: *Laughs so loudly people stared*
A: Ssshh.
S: *Immediately sshhs*
A: Eh, i think it's fun to make a story.
S: Hmm, yeah, i guess.
A: Well here goes our Sacred story of the Decade.

~~

Once again, this will definitely be a stupid crapass thing.

~~

Once Upon A Time, Kayden was matthewing, when jess dropped on the ground. Chee Ming, unwilling to lose out to jess, splattered all over Jacob. Kayden suddenly felt super itchy at Jacob's area. So she took Jiahui to scratch Jacob and Sabrina. Suddenly, Grace shot out of nowhere and landed on Keziah. Jiahui had to stretch to get rid of Grace. Yuck. Kayden felt that it was super Xiang and started to push Alicia up. (Idk why he has man Alicias.) Kayden realised he need Crystal. Need Crystal so badly that Sabrina started to itch. Then, he chiong to toilet.
PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Crystal was flushed into the toilet bowl.
Kayden decided matthew was good for health. He went to matthew and dreamt of Keziah.
Keziah had Jess all over.
Kayden woke up and decided to scratch Alicia.
His brain told him he need Grace. So yeah.
POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Grace was flushed into the toilet bowl.
Then JiaHui pushed Chee Ming out. Into the toilet bowl.
Jacob started to feel hot. So JiaHui decided to scratch once again..
And again..
And again..

- To Be Continued -

WhaddaFug.
That was shit. Haha.
Do help me complete the story. Woo.
Well, off to Audition with KezKez.

WOTD: SLON.
SOTD: Sacred List Of Names.

♥ALICIA.

Literature. Curses.

2009-10-12T18:32:00.002+08:00

Wow. Bloody paper today.
Literally.
There was a monkey ripping it's intestines out and doing stuff to itself. Friggin' shit.
I mean, it's an examination. Hello? What the hell is with the bloodscene. D.Koh sure is imaginative! Grossing us out in an examination. Woohoo. Cheers for you, teacher.

The poem was on grandfather blabla. Idk what to write for part I. Seriously, nothing much to write. Now i think history is killing. I played the computer today. Shit. Im in a hell load of shit.
I need study le. Will be studying from 7-10pm. DO NOT DISTURB.
Might blog later on, idk.

Meeting KezBaby at tuition at 7. Revising history with her.
Got news that tomorrow's main chapters: 7&8.
Wow. Dk if A.Haizal will cheat our feelings. Most probably. Idk.
Oh and, im enjoying flirting with girls. (:
The heartbreak is slowly erasing. Goodbye. (:

WOTD: History?
SOTD: Hmm, i love Keziah?

♥ALICIA.

Fuck you Jason Leong.

2009-10-11T17:57:00.002+08:00

Jason.
Don't linger around and be a bastard. Live your life without annoying people.
You might think this is none of my business but it is. I deserve the right to protect my friend.
Especially after a certain someone hurt her. Nevertheless, this goes out to you and to tell you that, if you decide to be with LokYan, don't ever ever look back and regret leaving Jessendryl Tan. Personally, i feel that the reason you even wanted her was because you wanted an alternative out from the breakup with LokY. There is no reason for you to diss me. This is my opinion and too bad if you don't feel it's the truth. Being the third person, i can see that it's true.

Therefore, i do not think you're suitable to be with J even if she does forgive you [ She has a big heart ]. She wanted to leave and you were the darn idiot to be the fucking beggar and plead her. Now look at who is doing what. Wow. Seriously, the human nature is filled with surprises. Please be smart and automatically remove yourself from her life. Thanks.

♥ALICIA.

I ain't a mugga.

2009-10-11T16:44:00.003+08:00

MUGGING IS NOT MY GAME.

For some, they have to mug to get high marks and shit. I cannot. That just ain't my game. I can never mug. But if i do not, i feel pathetic and less superior to others. Well, studying is 2 ways. It's either you can or you cannot. For me, it's the former. However, idk what to do during examinations except to BLOG.

Blogging actually lets you improve writing skills yeah. Unless your english is broken like the following example:

Heylo whutts uur name uhhs?
I can c uu w8ing 4 meee @ th bustop.

Yeah. How's that for perfect english? People who type like that is equivalent to no life. Woohoo.
Idk what to do. Im going insane trying to think of how to study. Im actually happy and anticipating my parents to come back from Genting Highlands. They're going to buy me stuff. I guess. Everytime they say they would, they might end up not buying. So idk. I guess praying is the only thing now. And that jessendryl tan just messaged me. She asked me if Keziah was a nice name. She wants a new nickname. So i guess SKYE & SILVER are out yeah? Hmm. I told her Keziah reminds me of a fatso's name. Idk why. Sorry if that offended all keziahs. Hah.

Currently listening to our radio talkshow and laughing like bloody crap. Woohoo.
Well our talkshow is fairly boring. Ah shits.
Btw, i think i will change account on Habbo. Woohoo.
Become a guy maybe?
Cross-gender is fun.
Ah, who am i kidding? Being a pampered bitch as a girl is the best.

Im calling myself a pampered bitch. What's that. Idk. A spoilt female dog?
Oh, yeah. I want a Yorkshire terrier. It's freaking cute.
Woohoo.

I think if i had one this cute, it would be my fortune. I mean, dogs never leave you for stupid reasons. They stay with you. This is way cute.

Well, time for the WS of the day!

WOTD: Yorkie.

SOTD: Dogs are way better than humans.

♥ALICIA.

XIAXUE.

2009-10-10T23:23:00.004+08:00

Ohkay. So im feeling down. So what ? Nobody cares . My Blog Does Not have as many views as XiaXue's. Darn shit . I was on the phone with Jess for around 45mins ? And we're now on SKYPE for the past 1hour30mins . We're browsing Xiaxue's blog and bah . It's funny . Haha . Sick i have to agree though . A definite yes . And guess what jess sent me .

Boom.

Well , if you zoom in , this will actually tell you what people search for in Yahoo&Google taskbars to link to her blog. We were laughing like mad when we saw her reaction and reply to the extreme last row :

Let me die, just let me die.
Someone with black menstrual blood actually came into my site. MY Goodness.
Let's not go into how stupid people actually type questions into search engines and expect an answer.
And whats with all the porn man!! I'm changing the site name to something else, soon.

Wow. Extreme strong reaction yeah ? Haha . All credits to XiaXue . I don't want her to sue me for stealing her words . Seriously, what's with the overeaction and all to sue someone else for flaming you. Come on. This is life. You get ups and downs. There's nothing smooth sailing. Just like mine. Anyway, i definitely do not want to get into trouble with the law. Not until i become a lawyer.

But, anne lee tells me that lawyers in Singapore cannot earn much, given the fact that many want to become one but well, there just ain't enough law firms around to hire. Ah Shucks. Then she recommended a gynae job. I thought about the pay and all but, hmms. It was not worth seeing the bloody scenes all the time. Really not worth it. I'll get nightmares. And this time, there will be nobody to comfort me. Ugh Ah. Live life. Woohoo.

Ohkay whatever. Im really bored and random now, although i do suffer from an extreme case of sore shoulders. Now that i see people everywhere accomplishing something in life, i feel like doing something in my youth. Hmms, drums perhaps? Oh yes. There's the formation of the band with Sushan, Alex and Jess, maybe more, idk. I do like music. I gave it a shot when i was 7 on the organ. I quitted cause the darn teacher was annoying. Woohoo. I rule.

Im really beginning to think broadly. Fine, leave me. I don't give a damn anymore.
From today on, my motto would be, LIVE LIFE THE WAY I WANT IT && I DONT GIVE A DAMN.
It's not worth getting psyched up and scared of a certain thing. Why make yourself older faster? No way. Im living life the way i want it. Studying yes. That aside, no more serious serious matters. Chocolates&Gummies are good. Playing is good. Randomness and fun are better. Being what i think is what i want is the best.

Well, im done with the radio talkshow for the music project thing. Sounds cool. And fun.
Jess agrees. Oh yeah.
Oh and, from everyday forth, or rather, every post forth, i will be inventing a word of the day and sentence of the day.
Woohoo.

WOTD: Pangsai. (Shit in hokkien)
SOTD: Guys are a bunch of weirdos.

♥ALICIA.

2009-10-10T01:48:00.003+08:00

Right now . I want to sleep . Yet , im afraid that i might fall too deep into slumber .
Afraid that i might cry in my sleep .
Afraid that i might scream in my sleep .
Afraid that .. I might never wake up again .

Why are you doing this ? Seriously ...
I guess im really not meant to be .. .... .
I want to be mute . I speak too much . If i hadn't talked about it .
I wouldn't be like this . I brought it upon myself ..

Heartbreaking into pieces .
There are just too many scratches .
I never thought that my heart would break .
I thought that things would never ache .
Where is the promise ?
Where is the love ?
Emptiness fills like a room without door .
Im leaving here forevermore . (Copyrighted)

Things will never ever be the same . Curse the species of mankind .
How i wished i was an ant . That i would be squashed now . Never to awake from my deep sleep . Never to realise things had changed . This is shit .

Life is a ball of shit .
I'll never forget the nights and mornings .
I'll never forget the goodnights .

♥LittleMiss____. Emptiness .

ITS OVER-

2009-10-10T01:29:00.003+08:00

In less than two months . That's it ..
The cycle is repeating itself all over again .
My life is seriously going in circles . We meet we leave .
How i wish i would leave .. FOREVER.

I need time to digest but you didn't give me .
Fine .. I got nothing to say . I really .. goodbye ..

ITS OVER ..

Always . Always . I have a fcukedup life ..

♥LittleMissHeartbrokenForever.

2009-09-30T16:53:00.003+08:00

Oh crap . AnnYeongHasehyo . Im learning Korean !
Haha . It's hard . Not easy . Shit face .
Wondering why im enlightened for korean ?
SUPER JUNIOR ~
Oh man . Im in love with 5 people at one go .. Shit .
People 2 timer , im a 5 timer . Wow wow . Haha . Today was at home for HBL . Crap shit HBL . I almost failed maths algebra -.-
Haha .. Guess tomorrow's assignment will be better ? Idk . Didn't habbo today DD:

Btw , new idols -

Picture quality sucks ._.
Anyways , like my decoration ? Haha . They are mineeeeeeeeeeeee .
New logo for my picturexzc -- [a.<3]
Haha . Of course it looks nicer on the real picture .. Secret . >:] Loves && Kisses .

SESK <3

♥LittleMissSUJULOVER.

Sick Day 2 .

2009-09-24T20:11:00.002+08:00

At home for another day ._.
Wow . I realised school's important .. Without school , im just a slacker .
Chatted with a few old friends who didn't go to school too . Haha . Habbo-ed a little .. Well , im sick and i can't do much so computer whole day lorh .
AhYiMummy Stayed over so we talked today ._. In the end , i spent 3 hours making a montage video for her as a present for her wedding (: It's real nice . Going to flash it during the wedding dinner ! Wow wow . Im a professional . Haha .
Anyways , mummy said its nice .
Might be going to school tomorrow .
Who knows ?
If morning feel well then go lorh (: Loves and Misses My darlinqqs in school .

♥LittleMissSICK!

150th POST .

2009-09-23T14:22:00.003+08:00

Im sick ._.
Got an MC for today. Saw the doctor last night with mummy and daddy.
Didn't go for tuition. Might/Might Not be going tonight.
Fell asleep straight after medicine and nasal pump. Im really going to die. I hate the DARN NASAL PUMP. The substance literally shoots up your nose ._.
Coughing real badly . Got up at 7am to take fever medicine .. Mummy said i was running a temperature ..
Whatever.
Drank some wintermelon drink . Yuck . Then stoned infront of TV for 2 hours , bored .
Got up to pee and blog ._.
Now im just bored .. I wonder what they did in school today . Should be fun . I want to go school tomorrow . There's PRACTICAL for D&T .. But , idk . Trying to get well now . rawr . 2dians , please to update me for any homework ! Thanks ~

Im so sick of medicines . It's like shit . Well , i got to get well before Saturday !! AhYiMummy's Wedding :oo
Die .. If im not well , everyone's gonna kill me .. Haha .
Just smsed Jiahui and asked for any homework .
Suzanne smsed me at 1:18 to ask if i brought any sticks home ._. Orhhorh . She used phone in school .. Die die :D

Tatas for now . Going to sleep :]

♥ LittleMissSick.

hi kelly .

2009-09-13T23:47:00.001+08:00

This

Is

For

Kelly

As

She

Wants

Me

To

Leave

Two

Enter

Spaces

.

Heh heh .