Firstly, HAPPY BDAE MADELEINE!

Why?! It was all fine today! We ate and laughed together. Guess that was the last recess we will ever have. WHY?! ALL MY FAULT. i shouldn't have insulted Xuan. But point is... HE WAS SO DAMN QUIET. IT WAS SO ANNOYING. its ok. I blame myself for saying stuff i shouldnt EVEN THOUGH I DINT INDULT HIM IN VULGARITIES!...AND if you think i was wrong, then think bout you.. You also screamed at me. SO WHAT if he felt hurt. What about ME?.. Did you ever spare a thought for my feelings? N-O.
We were friends for 9months. You and him? 1month? Or not even there? And? This is the friendship treatment i got.. WOW. Jess, thanks ALOT.

Jessendryl, this is a message for you if you ever read this :
You have been a great friend to me.
I really like your company, everything.
I dont understand why a guy could come between us. (i dont like him in love way.)
When everyone hated me at first, you called me and said that you will be my friend even though everyone will hate you. Even though i felt sad that you will be hated by evryone coz of me, i still felt so glad you were willing to be my friend. Thanks for the happy memories.
If this means that the friendship between us is gone, then i only can say "Thanks for being my friend, though the friendship is gone, i will REMEMBER the happy memories we once shared. Thanks again for everything my friend."
I wanna dedicate this song to you: Friends forever.. (1st song on my bog ipod.)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vdKqMJ0O88I <-- Link for song..
Jessendryl will always be remembered as a friend...the best friend... GOODBYE.


<33 On the verge of death.

HAppy memories we shared:
The Pic we took. im glad. =)
new past