=( Amanda, .. i will miss you.



AMANDA. how can you just say goodbye like this? First it was Nivedhaa.Then Charmaine.Now its you. Who next? Jessendryl? Haha.

Anyway. Shirlyn told me last night not to cry.. She says we have to wish the best for Amanda in her new school. So amanda.. i have a little message for you:

Amanda,
You have been the greatest friend. I really cannot bear for you to leave just like this. Especially since you did not tell anyone before going for the interview =(...
During these 10-11 months we have been together, i really cannot accept the fact that you are going just like this. I still remember the times we laughed, competed, played, ate... Everything in school. This was the best friendship you could have ever gave. Now that you are gone, i have one lesser competitor for Chinese. That's not fair. English,maths,science... Everything. You will not be here anymore. Ana will be register 2. STC will have one lesser councillor. 2D will have a competent student missing. I will miss you so much. Even so, i really wish you ALL THE BEST IN St. Marg ok? Well.. The truth is, i really worry for the class. I would not have been able to manage the class without your help. and all the other CMC members.
Now that you are gone, i really really feel like crying my heart out.
Promising to come back & visit.. That might be true for the first month? Then after that, you will simply be too busy to even chat. Dont say you wont. Because...

YOU WILL...
[ i dedicate my new blog song to you,amanda. I think this song is nice when you read the message with it.]




I really do not understand why god is doing this to me. One by one.. Leaving...

Charmaine, i really will miss you.. Please at least keep in contact.

Nivedhaa, even though we were not close, i still wanna say that you are a GREAT friend. Hope to see you again...

Amanda, goodbye... I love you so much you know? ;D

Well.. at least i will see you for the last time at my chalet? Hehe ^^
*Jess, Promise me not to leave.
*Grace, Please do the same..

I cant take it anymore..

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<33 Wishing for a miracle to happen.


[Smile and everything will be all wrong.]





D= *Crying*
new past