Gradually, you'll feel that life is fun.
He forgives me. But still ignores me.

Why? Idk. Im not sure. Im worn out. It's been an entire week without a call from him. Im really extremely tired of this game. You know i miss you so much. Kez, another faggot.
Leave then. No matter. Tonight alone in my room. I'll be. I do hope for everyone not to reveal this mask of mine. Let me appear happy. Let me get by, let me pray to god.

Maybe, just maybe, the virtual world online is the only place i can find friends. Kez is getting another guy. Haha. I got nothing to say any longer. I thought she had just cried to me, i thought she had sworn never to want to get hurt by another guy? I thought many things, all turning out to be incorrect, to be wrong. Kez, why does the story keep repeating? You tell me you had enough. That you don't wanna be hurt by another guy. That you will never trust in love? But now it's matthew, your claimed twin. Wow. Im hurt. Everyone continues their lies, their blatant lies. No matter what, what's most important is my results and where i land next year. Friends are just strangers in your life who say hi.

There ain't no nothing you can do anymore.
It was this way in primary school,
i thought it would change in STC.
No, it's the same story replaying.
I have no friends, do i?

Friends, bloody shitasses.
Idk why im in a foul mood. Please come and unlock this mystery. Someone.

WOTD: Friends.
SOTD: She's attached, again?
Qotd: Why are people always throwing me away?

♥ALICIA.
new past