Attendance of the day : 25/40. (Denise's info.)
Didn't go, founders' day mass equals sleeping time. Rather sleep on my bed. (:
Haha. Valerie's uploaded pictures from YOG wait in canteen on FB. (: Awesome.
Waited until 3:45 until we got on the bus to Mandai.
Screw the transport company. Haha.
Nice weather yesterday. Sheryl was crazy. We kept laughing at people dancing. Haha.
Cute to observe, y'know. Sheesh.
Slept on the bus ride back @ 6:45. Candice poop. She shook my chair left to right. Woke me up, that got me in a BAD MOOD.
The school looked damn haunted. :P

I've just read Jess's blog, idk what to say.

Hey hun .
3 years of being friends .
I finally knew what i was saying !
I think this is why i'll never change .
No one changes me .
If i want to , i will .

And well . After being through so damn much .
I know , i gotta be selfish . (:
This is my life isn't it ?
I make my own choices .
No one steals what's mine , honey .

Listen, i know you're stubborn and whatever i say will be useless.
But, the fact that there are so many people around you who cares is good enough.
Your parents are hurt, your friends are hurt, everyone is. You want to go on to that useless lifestyle, nobody can stop you - that i agree. Everyone has their rights. But, your decisions affect many people. Know that. Although you've chosen to remain single, how long will that choice last? 1 week? 2 weeks?

You claim you know what you're saying, claim you know what you're doing.
But, do you?

A relationship, requires both sides to give and take.. That goes for a friendship. Treating me and J as back up friends, how does that show anything? Claiming we're BEST FRIENDS. Do you even know who i am when a guy's with you?
I FUCKING DON'T WANNA SEE YOU DESTROY YOUR LIFE WHEN IT'S HAPPENING IN FRONT OF MY EYES. WHEN I CAN SEE YOU FALLING..

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Tomorrow, vivocity with Elizabeth, Jiahui (Not confirmed) and myzah. (:
I want to close my eyes, so many things are happening. Results, not that ideal. Friend, idk what to say about her.
I want to cry, after so long. Will you say you can be there for me? Expecting me to shelter you from YOUR FEARS, YOUR TEARS. What about me? You're really selfish, you know?
Girl, please do wake up soon. Nobody can do anymore for you. We all love you.

(L)
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