Clenching my fists tight, good luck to you

Screw this life of mine. It isn't fun to play with my feelings. Why's god bullying me? I barely did anything to him..
Initially thinking that everything's back to how it should be, but i was wrong. It's not that simple, life gets worse.
My friends? Hah. They should just leave me now. A worthless SLUT like me does not deserve anybody. A stupid slut who cant control her feelings..

Why couldn't i have been in a different situation from now? Why'd i have to be so naive and listen to everything people say. Like hell, i cling on to that small glimpse of hope that perhaps, like people say, you feel the same way although i know, reality's the exact opposite of that.

Idk who's real/fake to me. A moment ago, we can laugh like friends. The next, this friend turns around and calls you a whore.

JEALOUSY'S SOMETHING THAT GOD MADE A MISTAKE CREATING.
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