It's too late isn't it?
I can't salvage this friendship. Not alone.

Different classes means different friends, different feelings.
We've both changed, we're no longer the same.
I miss the nights that we talked on the phone, when you fell asleep while talking to me, when you cried and needed a listening ear.
I miss going out together, taking pictures of our reflections at the MRT station, laughing together and making nicknames for each other. What happened?

Others are able to keep close together, able to still be friends despite the class difference. How is it that we have to be different? Does this mean that our friendship wasn't as strong as i thought it was? You were like a sister to me, you were more than a friend.

A month ago, you told someone else that i was your best friend, the one beside you. But, somehow i knew it wasn't that anymore. Ever since the beginning of the year, the distance between us grew bigger and now, it's too far apart to be mended.
Why can't we go back to the past? Why do people have to change so much?

I miss you so much, i believe its been a month since i even saw you, much less talk to you.
When we see each other, be it along corridors or even stairs, you brush past me like a stranger and just smile faintly. There're no more hugs, no more talking. I barely even know anything about your life, are you doing well? I hope so..

I love you J, i miss you.
new past