I feel like a kid now, and I doubt that's a good thing. Recently, I keep craving for attention from F and it feels as though I would explode if I didn't get it. Not of anger though? Am I becoming overly dependent on him? I don't want to.. Because if one day something happens, and he leaves me, that's it. I wouldn't know what to do. But I don't think he would unless I become a witch. Sigh, I hate this clingy me phase. Especially with the fucking haze in Singapore (PSI 400+) that's able to drive you nuts by forcing you to stay indoors.

I'm trying to study Econs because I doubt mid years will be cancelled haha. AND IT AIN'T WORKING OUT WELL. ONE MORE WEEK AND I STILL CAN'T FIND MY MOTIVATION. GOTTA BUCK UP SOON I GUESS :(
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